Just me obsessing as usual. I feel way too old to worry so much about daily calorie counts, the number on the scale or the gap between my thighs. I'm kind of a loser. I can't say that I've accomplished all that much in my life to date and chances are I never will. Writing is therapy. I use it to vent and release my frustrations about food, finances, and anything else that fills my anxious mind. Here, I don't have to pretend.