Hi there. i haven't been by in a while, at least a month apparently, and was shocked and sad once I did. I'm very, very, very sorry to hear things have gone the way they have and that your ex chose not to communicate honestly at a point where things might have been adjusted and saved. I've had similar issues though not as bad and mine have felt quite bad enough. Please hang in there, give yourself time, and try to not let her destroy your interests/ruin your 'fun'.