i feel like i need to explain why i havnt been on for a long...

i feel like i need to explain why i havnt been on for a long time.

in sepetember 2013 i was diagnosed with an eating disorder (serve anorexia) since then i was going for weekly therapy session until december 2013 up to then i was only going once a week and was still at uni. in december i was told by my doctor that my health and weight and bmi was so low that i needed to go into hospital but i persuaded him that i want to give day patient a try first and i managed to do that, so i joined my services day support program full time 5 days a week and suspended uni

Over the next 2 months i wasnt making progress there i chose to go into inpatient for a short admission (well they said that) it ended up being 2 months and then 2 weeks ago i was freed and went back onto the day support program , and here is where i am now (recent photo) . my weight/bmi is still medically classed severely underweight and the only reason i was let go from IP was because i was going back to my old treatment team and even though they said i was still as risk my treatment team said i could come back. Im contemplated whether to quit it and go it alone.

so thats why i havnt been posting much , iv been so consumed by everything and when i get back home from the day program im always so emotionally and mentally drained and tired . But i will try and post a lot more now .

im still not in a good place because i still dont think there’s a problem and i dont need help because im fine.