Monsterrat and the temporary fear of God

I miss my time in Spain. To ease the longing Ive been reworking some images I took and doodles I doodled while in Barcelona. If you do plan to visit, do not skip THIS place. About 1 hour north of Barcelona by train is Montserrat, a mountain top monastery in Catalonia. Winter is the BEST time. The entire region and the mountains were empty.The crispy air up there burnt my face, it was a little creepy being so high, crucifixes appear on mountain tops amongst mini monasteries and tiny hermitages just appear from behind terrain, its quite and beautiful with a huge empty sky, probably the highest I have actually felt on this planet earth, it all made I feel a little like I was closer to some type of god, actually the more time I spent up there alone I felt actually ended up rather fearful of one. Thankfully after a full day of exploration I raced the sun and descending via the funicular, then further down by the cable car and while the temperature dropped reality slowly came back to me in a slow warm rush and all that fear of God was replaced with that normal whimsy, happy feeling of existence. But I guess it could of also been an increasing fear of heights.Images taken by Canon 30D doodles pink hue overlays.