A 70s outfit and a few words about love
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Hey everybody! Long time no see, again. I've been getting a lot of messages from you guys about how little I blog and how little I share nowadays. I'm really sorry. Hope the following will help you understand. Since the beginning of 2013 my life has changed a lot. I have a full time office job now, which is great, but also means that when I'm not at work I'm strategically planning how much time I can spend eating fast food on the couch and catching up with every TV show ever. Just kidding. On a much more serious note, obviously I was with Daniel before and since the very beginning of my blog he helped me out a lot with shooting cool photos, not only outfits but fun trips and parties as well. When someone like that suddenly isn't part of your life anymore, it's kind of awkward to ask your friends to constantly take pictures of you. With Daniel it came naturally, but with other people I'd feel like a bit of a self-important, mirror-kissing tool bag for constantly asking them to take my picture.
The reason I don't share a lot of things about my personal (read: love) life these days is that it's confusing the heck out of me. However much I appreciate how interested you lovely people are, I have to figure out where I'm at before I can share it. I had been in a relationship for the past half decade and love has always been a big part of my blog, so as an added factor to how strange/exciting/confusing it is to start seeing new people, I don't really know what the proper etiquette is in relation to new media. I met Keith in May and I fell head over heels in love. As soon as I posted a few photo's of him on Instagram I was getting a lot of questions about whether or not he was my boyfriend, and to tell you the truth we hadn't (and haven't) figured it out ourselves. Long distance is immensely difficult and after 4 months we've decided to stop seeing each other for now, because we first need to figure out where it could go in the future, and we couldn't really see solutions that we were both cool with.
Life/love is mainly beautiful and awesome, but there are moments where I'm not doing too well, and I feel like it would have been a bit embarrassing to first shout out from the proverbial blog-rooftops how in love I am, when I don't even know how he feels and what he expects from it. And then having to tell you guys a little while later that it's over. When it might not even be really over. Because we all know that boys can be dickheads mysterious creatures and love is a bitch fickle beast. So I don't really know what's going to happen, I'm just living my life (yuck, I sound like Miley) and riding the waves and saying yes to opportunities and traveling and meeting cool new people. I hope you understand. Still though, I'll try to be better and make more posts, even if they're small ones. But for now I just need to figure out my life and try not to scare off boys by sharing every detail with thousands of people. Stay classy, babes, I appreciate your concern and you are forever loved by this immensely shitty blogger. For small updates and quiet speculation about potential lovers you can always go to my Instagram.
Hey everybody! Long time no see, again. I've been getting a lot of messages from you guys about how little I blog and how little I share nowadays. I'm really sorry. Hope the following will help you understand. Since the beginning of 2013 my life has changed a lot. I have a full time office job now, which is great, but also means that when I'm not at work I'm strategically planning how much time I can spend eating fast food on the couch and catching up with every TV show ever. Just kidding. On a much more serious note, obviously I was with Daniel before and since the very beginning of my blog he helped me out a lot with shooting cool photos, not only outfits but fun trips and parties as well. When someone like that suddenly isn't part of your life anymore, it's kind of awkward to ask your friends to constantly take pictures of you. With Daniel it came naturally, but with other people I'd feel like a bit of a self-important, mirror-kissing tool bag for constantly asking them to take my picture.
The reason I don't share a lot of things about my personal (read: love) life these days is that it's confusing the heck out of me. However much I appreciate how interested you lovely people are, I have to figure out where I'm at before I can share it. I had been in a relationship for the past half decade and love has always been a big part of my blog, so as an added factor to how strange/exciting/confusing it is to start seeing new people, I don't really know what the proper etiquette is in relation to new media. I met Keith in May and I fell head over heels in love. As soon as I posted a few photo's of him on Instagram I was getting a lot of questions about whether or not he was my boyfriend, and to tell you the truth we hadn't (and haven't) figured it out ourselves. Long distance is immensely difficult and after 4 months we've decided to stop seeing each other for now, because we first need to figure out where it could go in the future, and we couldn't really see solutions that we were both cool with.
Life/love is mainly beautiful and awesome, but there are moments where I'm not doing too well, and I feel like it would have been a bit embarrassing to first shout out from the proverbial blog-rooftops how in love I am, when I don't even know how he feels and what he expects from it. And then having to tell you guys a little while later that it's over. When it might not even be really over. Because we all know that boys can be dickheads mysterious creatures and love is a bitch fickle beast. So I don't really know what's going to happen, I'm just living my life (yuck, I sound like Miley) and riding the waves and saying yes to opportunities and traveling and meeting cool new people. I hope you understand. Still though, I'll try to be better and make more posts, even if they're small ones. But for now I just need to figure out my life and try not to scare off boys by sharing every detail with thousands of people. Stay classy, babes, I appreciate your concern and you are forever loved by this immensely shitty blogger. For small updates and quiet speculation about potential lovers you can always go to my Instagram.
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