Leggings - Miracle Eye, Top & Jacket - Vintage, Boots - JC via Karmaloop Whenever I wear my hair up, I feel like I look awkwardly bald from the front -- not regular bald, mind you, but like an awkward kinda bumpy bald that doesn't sit quite right. Oh, and then the fluffy bangs. It's a weird situation to me. I don't understand up-hair unless it from the side. WHAT ARE PONYTAILS. WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT FOR ME.