NY2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I hope that your 2012 gave you happiness, love and laughter.

2013 will bring us our last year with the boys and I can’t even put into words how I feel about this.
Along with that will bring the start of something new and scary (and so exciting) for our family with Lex no longer working.
I have so much I have wanted to say. It’s been hard. There have been many tears this year, some hurt, some from sheer exhaustion and some from being so fucking happy my heart felt like it was going to explode into heart shaped confetti.

For now though, it’s late.
We are taking the boys to the beach tomorrow (or later today as the hour tells me it is now very early in the morning)
There will be sandcastles, swimming, sunblock, ice cream, sand between my toes and best friend time.
I need it.

love love