20032014 . FMFA
ME LOVE ME NANA.
You know how girls do their "thang", trying to get over stuffs. Super typical, I'm typical. We went to the club for three weeks straight. We used to only go to the club, like, 2 months once? The third week was FMFA.
First day.
Third day. FMFA was cancelled, we were upset, we brought FMFA to the club. We all wore sneakers, converse to club, super hippie, lol. I was down. MAYDAY MAYDAY. It was messy!
You know how girls tend to be someone else to get over stuffs? Yeh, me again, lol, I drank and I drank, thinking that I'm cool, just keep partying, YOLO. I slept over Jane's and my nose bled at night, twice. Lol lol lol, now you think you're cool, drinking and partying so much.
I went for a longgggggg video shoot the day after which was Sunday. We wrapped it at almost 12am, I went home, did some drafts. I couldn't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep, I slept really late. Went for appointment really early on Monday. I wasn't feeling well but I ignored it.
So happened that I got to meet a nice friend up. (who would want to have dinner and watch a movie with me) I haven't watched a movie in a thousand years. The last movie was a romance movie with Jane, gayyyyyyyyyy... Back to the story, we went to watch "Need For Speed". It was just a car racing movie but it was so intense for me. It hurt my head so much, it was so intense and I breathed so heavily. It seemed like I was watching a horror movie or something. Something just hit me, I ran to the washroom and puked like crazy. Ahhh, then we left half way, and I wanted porridge, it was super messy. Ohhhh, I just like how I always mess things up, always...
THE POINT IS Stop trying to be the person that is not you. Don't be the person that you're not. It's just not you. It's okay, really, it's okay... Be yourself.
I had a great time although I felt unwell, I felt so bad for messing things up. I hope things get better from now. Partying is just not my thing, well, it is my thing but... Maybe I just can't do it too often. These past weeks have been crazy, have been awesome.
Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for just being there. Thanks.
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