Never Knew What's Missing
Hey you guys. I just wanted to share some thoughts on how a person never really knows what they're missing out on until they've finally tasted it. I have a lot of things on my bucket list that I've yet to cross out and although I want to do them, there's no sense of urgency to actually fulfilling it. Then there are some things on my list that I can't do on my own.
I never really wanted things in my life that I believed I could never get. I think it's one of my mechanisms so I wouldn't get hurt. I know you guys most probably have the same mechanism or you get my reasoning. I just don't want to get disappointed by something that's too far to attain. Believe it or not, I've been through a lot even for my young age. I won't compare myself with others that have been through serious problems but I did have my fair share.
I just realized that it's so hard to imagine yourself to be in another place or in another situation where you are in now. How can you know that having a richer family would be better for you if you don't know how that feels like? Or maybe how this guy would be better for you than your boyfriend now. You just don't know what it would feel like. So...
I just realized that I should be happy for everything that I have right now and every thing that has happened to me. I shouldn't wish that I was someone else or be embarrassed of what I've gone through. It was all part of my bigger picture and my role as person living in this world.
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