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~ Hasune Miku -

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London: "I've grown up before I knew it and I've become able to tell more elaborate lies."

First of all I would like to apologize, still no new outfit post, though we had planned to take pictures. I'm very sorry, after next week my exams are over, so normally everything should get better. Besides that, after the proclamation I decided to do a photoshoot again with my dear classmates! It's going to be so much fun! I look forward to it! Besides studying, I feel so empty and it feels like I'm fighting for nothing, but it makes me so tired. I wish I could care much less what people say, feel less tired of all those people standing one stair higher looking down on me, thinking bad of me because of what other people lower than me say about me. It horrible to live in an environment like that, but hopefully after this month I'll be able to leave and search for things that truly make me happy and to achieve goals. And as I say this, I think about these pictures, actually the one I'm cosplaying (dressing up) as, Ciel Phantomhive. He says you have to move forward, take revenge and do something about the things your want to change instead of sitting in the corner and weep about it!
Ciel Phantomhive, also know as a character from the manga Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) written and drawn by Yana Toboso (I admire her sooo much!!), is a young boy who loses everything he held dear to him to a vicious plot. When death approaches he makes a deal with a demon in exchange for his soul after he has taken revenge on everybody who humiliated his family and killed his parents. They exchange a contract (the purple eye with the seal). After hard training to become an earl (and the demon to become a perfect butler) he get his title as earl. He is head of the Phantomhive corporation, , handling all business affairs as well as the underground work for the Queen of England. All of this is situated in the Victorian-era in London. Ciel has a relatively cold outlook on life; his main goal is for those who have betrayed the Phantomhive family to experience the same level of humiliation and suffering he did. "I did not return to Phantomhive for the sake of the previous head. I returned for myself. All I want is to give those who betrayed and defiled the name of Phantomhive a taste of the humiliation and pain . . . that I suffered. Checkmate." Due to this horrific past, he seldom smiles. Ciel is so strong, I admire him because at this age he is able to step forward even if it is into darkness. "Moping around filed with sadness and sorrow...what will become of it? Even dead people can do that. However... I'll leave and stand on my own two legs. If we are to die one day wouldn't it be better to have no regrets?...." I think Yana Toboso has such a great mind to come with these characters and story. I really think you should give it a try. The manga isn't all dramatic, there is a lot of humor as well and the drawings are just breathtaking!

Pictures taken with my dear friend Isabell who is the butler (demon) Sebastian Michaelis. You can see more pictures here.