part I

so lets continue on our journey from mostly disgust to absolute love ;) I graduated from BYU-Idaho in Vocal Performance December of 2011. I applied for grad school at The Boston Conservatory and although I was invited for a in-person audition, went and dominated that audition (if I don't say so myself) I was not accepted and was absolutely devastated. convinced I HAD to live in Boston till the day i die (have you SEEN that city? absolute perfect dream)

I decided after I traveled to Europe I would live at home, work, and then get the heck out of dodge and call myself a red socker. or whatever they are. --- But---Utah Ugh, Utah it was always there. like this place single people go to die. it was that inevitable place of, "I'm just trying to get married" and I hated that. um excuse me, UTAH, but I'm totally fine! I don't "NEED" to get married! I'm a graduated single independent woman or something! but you know the universe. it makes you do those things you said you would NEVER do with people you said you'd NEVER be with. --- I guess that's why the universe put James and I on a date in Provo Utah going to a haunted house September of 2012 BARF if you know me, you know i'm not very fun. I don't want to be scared? Why do you purposefully go somewhere & spend $25 to feel unpleasant feelings? so stupid. Walking out the door that night, my roommate Nicole said, "You're going on a date? Fun! Who are you going with?" to which I replied, "Oh it's James Curran. It's nothing." LOL well, wasn't I wrong I opened the door and felt something very different This was not the James from 2008 there was a spirit there.

I guess we can leave it there till tomorrow..