F*ck it - I just want to be happy.

Sweater & pants - Only // Rings - Tom Wood // Shoes - Jeffrey Campbell // On my lips - Neon something from The Body Shop
You know how everyone is always talking about how they wish they could just quit their job and follow their dreams? Or how they complain about this and that - and never really start living their lives? How they wish they could just say "fuck it - I just want to be happy"?

I think people talk too much, and act to little. Yes, you too!

Then you turn around and you try this thing called following your dreams, and people do nothing but judge you and talk about you behind your back. It's a viscous circle. But why do we really care?

I'm really trying to pursuit my happiness; my dreams and my idea of life. Yes, some months I can't pay my bills. Some months I can only eat pasta and sausages. But I don't care. I'm perfectly happy snuggling up in blankets on the sofa with my lover - even though it's because I can't afford to turn the heat up. I gladly boil some water and drink a cup of tea instead of going out to a crowded bar - I actually prefer it most of the time. I love shopping in second hand store, and though I'm no stranger to designer cravings and fast fashion flashes - I reuse, recycle, invest and recognize what's good for me, my family and the environment.

I don't need the new it-bag to be happy. I don't need a magazine to tell me what's hot and what's not. Most of the time I just wear what I want to wear, and even though people may look at me funny - I really don't pay that much attention to them anyways. I am that self centered. Just like you. We are the main characters of our own lives. There's no shame in that, so you just play your role and let the supporting characters do whatever the hell they want.

There, I said it. Now; back to the usual program.