Memoirs – Chapter Sixteen

Its a very simple fact really that when you cheat on your partner you fail to appreciate them fully. You can tell yourself that you were only doing it for fun but the reality you will never look at your partner the same whether good or bad. You know when you study for an exam so hard you can practically sing all the answers then you get to the exam so late you can’t even write or discover you have studied the wrong material. There is this sinking feeling of “Oh my God, what have I done!” That does not quite express what I felt at that moment but it was close. That sinking feeling. I still had the scent of Khanyi on my body even now and here was my wife wanting me to do my husbandly duties. She looked so beautiful in that negligee if it had been two hours earlier I would have wanted to ravage her. Bright sparks will want to tell me that I should have been patient and waited for her but in reality how long did I have to wait before things improved. Women are so quick to say how tired they are of hearing men say that they blame women but get in line! Yes there are some men who find excuses to cheat but in reality there is no smoke without fire. Take responsibility! I almost burst out and told her that because of the guilt or disbelief I am not quite sure now. I just did not know. She looked me and tried her level best to sound sultry as she pulled me into her. She even wore thongs! I know how much she hated them. She often said they were uncomfortable and she was actually someone who dressed for comfort. My wife was a beautiful woman who did not believe that she needed to dress up much more to enhance that beauty. She would wear cargo shorts and so on. Yes there were times she would wear a short dress and tight jeans etc but as I put it, there were times! It was not often enough. There really is a rule somewhere which women have that once they are married the word sexy must not apply to them. This is not only true with my wife but many women. The word sexy starts to get equated to slutty and loose the older women get. What a waste!

I asked her what had brought this on, spoil sport I know but I had to get out of it somehow. I am shameful. She put her lips on my lips to shut me up and in my head a little voice was screaming that my lips had just been on Khanyi’s! As I held my wife closely I felt as though my secret was out. How could she pick today of all days? Every person who is cheating on their partner dreads the day when they have to ‘service’ both the side dish and main partner on the same day! Its not something you plan often it just happens. At times you are out of luck and both want you. Sadly its usually the side dish that gets you first meaning that when the main partner comes its hard to say no. I was so scared she would smell the scent of the other woman on me. I was even still a bit sticky from her saliva as I had cum during that blowjob in the car! What if I could not get it up because of the guilt. Sure she would figure it out. She was kissing me all over. Khanyi was a bit aggressive when she kissed me so what if she left marks and love bites! Mistresses tend to want to leave clues for the wife to find.

My wife wanted it badly. Stop being a wimp I told myself and enjoy the moment. It was too late to turn back now. I decided to try my luck and encourage her towards a blowjob since she was in such a good mood. At first she went down in the right direction something which made me cross my fingers even tighter. However at some point she stopped and came back up. She couldn’t do it! I could see that she had really wanted to but at that moment of delivery she pulled back and thought twice on it. She looked me in the eye pleadingly for me not to allow her to do it and I could not help and say its fine. This was my moment though. I got up and went to the bathroom. I think she thought I was angry as I could hear her sigh. Not even. I went and wiped “junior” to clean off the stickiness of the cum earlier on in the car. Whew! I had dodged a bullet.

When I got back in the room my wife was still waiting there. Now that I had the confidence again I went and took over from her. My wife doesn’t really like oral even on her but this time I forced her to comply (gently of course). I knew now she was feeling guilty so she couldn’t say no. Funny thing is she was holding my head tightly in between her valley she almost suffocated me that’s how much she enjoyed it. In case you didn’t know, that’s one way you can guarantee an orgasm out of her. Even if you last 10seconds when you are inside her, if you give an orgasm the first time then you are hero in bed! I don’t actually think I had had my wife scream that much.

After that as we were lying in the afterglow of such pleasure my wife stood up and said she had something to show me! Another surprise wow she was on fire. She stood up and went to her drawer and came back. She was holding two things. A pair of black stockings and earrings!

“Did you go shopping or something I don’t understand?”

I asked her!

“No you stupid fool, I found these under the bed in the guest bedroom! Who slept in my house?”

There is always something that gets you caught!

****The End****

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Mikeatdiary
Michael Nkululeko Maphoto (fb)

Dear Mike
I am 15 years old and I saw my father kissing one of the girls I go to school with. She in grade 11 meaning I think she is 17. When I confronted the girl she did not even apologize she told me that I must just be strong. I was so angry but she is bigger than me I can’t even hit her. Must I tell my mother what I saw? I am scared it will cause more problems at home whilst at the same time I am embarrassed to show my face at school as I did not have the guts to beat up the girl.

Please advise

Thami