Memoirs – Chapter Eighty Eight

I don’t think people get this. I loved my wife with all my might even before she even knew my name. I took her from Mdantsane were she was destined to be yet another stuck beautiful township girl whose prospects end before they even start. Go to Umlazi if you want to fully appreciate what that means. I won’t lie, deep down somewhere I knew she could not never possibly love me as much as I loved her because such love would be impossible! I stand by that. Betrayal however is one of the things that turns love in hate so quickly even you do not see it coming! I wanted to punish my wife and everything she loved! Call me vicious or vengeful but what she had done to me with all that I had done for her I could never forgive. She had hired another woman to seduce me so she could take my money? This after with my money I had wiped the dust off her feet and replaced them with diamonds, I had taken her from living next door to Mkhukhus and RDP house to live in the suburbs and at the foot of Table Mountain! Really? And she does this? The only swimming pool she knew before me was the community swimming pool in Vincent yet now she lived in a house with one! No! There is nothing more painful for a man when you put your woman on a pedestal, worship and give her the best you can afford then some mafikizolo comes and fucks her like a whore for free! Imagine your wife sucking another man’s dick! I was angry! I was violated and I was only just starting. Phew, how’s that for a vent!

Back to her bosses daughter Ezile! She was not pretty but ugly was not the word for her. She was okay-ish! No wonder why her father wanted to make babies with my wife! Can’t blame the dude if this is what he produced. You could see however that she was well kempt meaning he put effort into her. She had an expensive watch for a school girl and some of her finishings showed she came from money. Reminds of my wife and all the nice things she had and her father took that. If you are a married woman and another man fucks you in his car surely you know you are not worth much after that. No matter what car it is, the fact that he put such little effort in finding a place for you to fornicate shows just how cheap he thinks your honeypot is.
“Zimasa you are already making beautiful friends I see. How are you? I am Mxo!”
I said introducing myself by name and stretching my hand for a handshake! I made sure my hand lingered in hers long enough for her to feel that something had just happened and I smiled looking directly in her eyes! Poor child would not know what hit her. Zimasa didn’t even notice this as she was busy texting something. I asked where they stayed and she said Claremont.
“How come I have never seen you out in the Claremont clubs which teens go to?”
She looked at Zimasa for permission to answer and she said,
“Zimasa said she will take me once you give her permission of course!”
I said we will see about that and I commented that does she intend to go out in uniform? Her uniform was on the longish side so I told her that at first glance she did not look like the going out type. She laughed and said that she was just keeping up appearance being the daddies little girl he wanted her to be. She said she knows how to dress up for club but she had never snuck out before. It’s not like I wanted to take the kid to club. That was not my style. I was not a sugardaddy. I was not one of those old unashamed men you find in Jhb clubs. Zimasa said she had come to ask for money so that they could go for a movie. I had cash in my wallet fortunately so I made a joke about not trusting Zimasa then split the money to give them r250 each. It was not a lot at first glance but for a student it was noticeable. Zimasa said thank you and I said no, I did not trust her to come home early so I must have her friends number in case they took long. Zimasa protested saying she was not like that but I insisted! Ezile gave me her number without hesitation. She knew she was being flirted with and I could see that she was blushing a bit. Zimasa was a bit annoyed but she will live. They could not stay any longer if they were to catch it, all the way back in Claremont! I asked Zimasa to hug me because by default that meant that Ezile had to do it too! Classic! Ever noticed that usually if one girl knows a guy who is joining you for something you for some reason end up all hugging him, same case here! I hugged Zimasa first and she had to reply her whatsapp again. When I hugged Ezile I squeezed a little harder and made sure I brushed her ass a little. I watched them walk out! Much as I wanted to use her to revenge on that man who thought he could fuck my wife for free I decided that it was not worth it. I simply had too much drama though I won’t lie the thought crossed my mind. I felt sorry for her! I am weak!

Finally I got a chance to think about the events of the day and most importantly how Asthandile had lied. She said that she had resigned when the bastard had fired her already. This marriage was no longer viable. Too much was going on. I called her and told her I had given Zimasa permission to go watch a movie and I was on my way home. She was already home she said and I told her that was good I will see her soon. She actually sounded happy when I said that.
“I am glad. I want to make up everything I have done to you my husband. I love you so much and I know I messed up. From now onwards I do whatever you say without question.”

She said before she hung up. Love? Does anyone know what that even means?

As I was driving home I got a call from the police. I had even forgotten about them. The officer said that I needed to come back again because the investigation was getting wider and my name came up again. Now I was scared. That boy was already haunting me! I need a lawyer myself! Fuck!

When I got home I found my wife cooking. She came running to me and hugged me. She kissed me on the cheek and started telling me how much she missed me taking care of her. I think she wanted us to have sex! I said at the beginning my wife was never sexual but lately she was throwing herself at me!

I told my wife that we needed to go to Mdantsane. She was a bit surprised and she asked why what was so sudden.

“I am taking you home to your parents where I found you!”l

I said calmly. She was turning me into a monster as far as I was concerned.

“Please pack everything of yours!”

I said.

I packed my gym bag and left!

In the car I got an sms from h

“I wanted to tell you that I am almost two months pregnant!”

****The End*****

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Michael Nkululeko Maphoto (fb)

Dear Mike
Thank you for reading.

A month ago I bought my girlfriend of 3years a ring. We don’t live together but we spend most of our free time together. When I dropped her off at her place on Sunday she thought she had lost her phone but it had fallen in the backseat. I went through her messages and found out that just three months ago she had gotten pregnant by me and aborted our baby without telling me. She was telling her sister that much as she loved me she was not prepared to spend the rest of her life with me and barely make by. Her sister is into sugardaddies and has a very expensive lifestyle. I am a banktelller. I was obviously hurt but I love this girl so much. I don’t know what to do? I did not find any evidence of cheating on her phone though she seems to flirt with a few guys.
She has no idea about the ring which I had given my mother for safekeeping until I found the right moment to propose.

Is she worth it?

Please advise

Charles

hEY hEY

How are you? I saw the comments on us having a party and I too think its a good idea. I will see who can host us but am hoping the Sands in Sandton. Is that agreeable to you?

I am looking to chat with people who are currently cheating on their partners. it has to be with at least two other people you are cheating with. It does not matter whether you are married or not so long as you are cheating with more than one. my whatsapp number is 0835905147 and bbm pin is 2B005456.

Thank You

Mike