and we went to the pumpkin patch

the last six weeks since we have had charlotte have absolutely flown by.i think it is because everyday i run around like a crazy woman juggling a new baby, homeschooling and being a mom to trey and lucy, being a wife, managing the house, and just plain keeping up with life.there has been something that has been on my mind amidst all of this craziness that i wanted to share:when i am out and about with three kids, i often get friends and strangers making comments asking me how i am doing it all, and saying silly things like how i must just be super mom...or they start to compare them selves and say things like "when i had a baby i didnt leave the house for months and was such a mess" and so on. when i get a comment like this, i think to my self "oh my gosh what i have done wrong to make this person think i am anything special?" dont they know that i feel crazy sometimes...dont they know that i have cried every night since this baby was born...and my fridge hasnt been cleaned out in a month...and i found a back pack full of my daughters belongings the other day and when i asked her why she had packed her clothes it was because she had run away and i didnt even know!!??me, super mom??? ha!let me just tell you about our trip to the pumpkin patch will help me further explain my lameness:)charlotte was only 2 weeks old i took these kids on a field trip to the pumpkin patch. the field trip was through the kids homeschool co-op. we had gone the year before and had a blast. i had tried my very best to be on time, but despite all my efforts, i ended up getting out the door about 15 minutes late and the field trip started out with a train ride.me being just 2 weeks post baby, i was very emotional. i was so worried we would get there and the train of kids would have already left. i was feeling like such a loser because i knew the kids would be so disappointed if they didnt get to go. i may have shed a couple of tears on the car ride there. ridiculous i know.when we pulled up, it was just in time to see the train full of kids already loaded from the parking lot. i had two choices....leave and pretend i had forgotten about the field trip when the trip leader later asked me why we didnt show up...or make a run for the train and make a fool of myself in front of a trainload of people. i had no shame...i told the kids to run like crazy to the train, i would get the baby and be right behind them, and maybe the conductor would see them and not leave before we got on.it worked, and though it was pretty embarrassing running with a baby while 40 people sat on a train watching us try to catch it, the kids and i ended up having a great time! here is lucy wearing her new hat that is pretty darn cute on her if you ask me.my pumpkins with their pumpkins.here are some fun little videos of the kids playing around.so anytime you start to think i am something special...just think to yourself "hey isnt the girl who cried on the way to the pumpkin patch...oh and didnt her daughter pack a backpack full of clothes and run away and she didnt realize it till days later."also, while at the pumpkin patch we saw these halloween candy men again!we made them last year and showed you how.click here to see how to make them!and just because she is the sweetest little darlin here is a picture of charlotte.it is hard to tell in this photo, but everyone keeps saying that she may have a little bit of red in her hair!?to me it looks just really light brown.what do you guys think?the end