SILENT HEARTS

After a long journey (and unfortunately a prolonged blog hiatus), Blake and I finally made it from Ohio to Los Angeles. This past week I have experienced every emotion humanly possible. In fact, just writing this is choking me up completely. I am looking up at Blake sitting contently in front of me. He is sipping on his usual "grande ice coffee with a shot of sugar free cinnamon dolce" for one of the last times until we meet again in the winter. As for the trip itself it has been incredibly beautiful in every single way. The food we ate, the places we seen, and the memories made were all too perfect. There is only word to describe it all is bittersweet. For the past few nights I havent been able to sleep much at all due to my emotional state. I cant even describe how I currently feel. Its as though I am losing the most important part of my being. Blake has been the only person I had for the most significant parts of my life. I give him credit for everything. He has completely shaped my life in every single way. I could never even begin to express my gratitude towards him.(Note: a week or two have past since I actually wrote this)