LIfe Update: Im 20 FFS!!

So today I turned 20. This is crazy. I'm really not a kid any more and I have to accept that big time!

I had an unusual 20th birthday but a day I loved so much. I spent it by myself. This probably sounds very weird to a lot of people but in the past couple of months learning to spend time with myself ( yes with myself not by myself) has become very important to me. Enjoying my own company and making myself happy is something I wanted to make sure I could do so this year I felt my birthday needed to be a day were I spent all my time on me and it was great. I made a banoffe pie and then spent the whole day doing my hair and make up really slowly, Singing extremely loud and very bad and all of my favourites and danced about like I was in an exam. ( I study dance) It was probably my most fun and relaxing day since I left uni so far.

Make up look posted soon!!

Now I am sat here being little miss business woman and chatting to people about being featured on here and so fourth ( Yes I'll be doing much more on this poor neglected blog) and found my self reading old post. OH MY WHY HAS NO EVER TOLD ME HOW BAD MY TYPEO'S ARE!! I have always said that this blog will be full of typing errors, I've even explain that I never make mistake when writing my hand only when typing but I didn't think they were this bad and so consistent. It's actually kind of embarrassing. Not only do i appear to really struggle with my English ( which I don't) it also give a pretty bad impression when you send you blog to people when asking if they would like to be featured on your blog. So the moral of this story is ... there isnt one. I always triple check and never realise until weeks, maybe months later, I suppose I'm just lazy)

I'll be ending this night but attempting to finish sewing my belly dance bra and watching Utopia. I wanted to let you guys know about this .. thing I've started doing. As of this year, every birthday I will start doing my own personal 'New year resolution' Technically your birthday is you personal new year which is the perfect time to make some resolutions. Now these are not your typical resolutions. All the points you makes must push your comfort zone and bring you one step closer to being the 'you' you wish to be,

for an example Im going to show you mine

Cheyenne's 20th Year Resolutions

1) Be youthful: Stop worrying so much about the future it's OKAY to not be sensible sometime and just live in the moment

2) Party .. HARD!!! Okay not too hard but GO out more often, spend time with friend and leave yourself some good uni memories to look back on

3) Buy clothes you WISH you could wear not what more acceptable. Just go for it. That top look sassy. That backless leotard is a little sexy. Just wear it! Worry later, Just always bring a jacket

4) It's okay to look after yourself sometimes. Make up is okay. Spend 40 minutes on your make up sometimes

5) Do all the thing you need to do to be in touch with your body and mind: this one is more personal to go in depth in but this is one I think everyone should try out.

and the others are too personal for the internet, sorry.

Why not try doing this yourself. If you don't do them that's okay. My main goal is to be happy and fulfilled within myself.

If you try it out let me know what you put down ( unless they are too personal of course)

See Ya
Chey
xx