It's about that time again! Baby number three will be here in early October and we are absolutely thrilled.
We found out at the end of January, after months and months of trying. We had done a few rounds of Clomid after trying for quite a while, (my body doesn't ovulate on it's own), and my doctor was only giving us one last shot before sending us to Infertility. (which our insurance doesn't cover a penny of). I tried not to get my hopes up, but oh were they up. I didn't have one single pregnancy symptom, but since I just had to know, I got up super early, snuck downstairs, and took the test. Two pink lines immediately started showing up. I gasped, I sobbed happy tears, & instantly dropped to my knees in a prayer of gratitude. Each time I have ever taken a pregnancy test, I've been alone. I love those quiet moments to myself where only I know. They only last a few minutes though - I can't hold it in for long!
I wish I could be one of those patient people that announce their pregnancies in a cute way to their husbands - but I just could not wait. I ran upstairs, woke him up, waved that pee stick in his face, and said, "Babe! We're pregnant!" He was thrilled, but a few seconds later rolled over to fall back asleep. :) I spent the rest of the morning (it was like 5:30 am) figuring out when my due date would be, and just couldn't stop smiling. I had a photography session a few hours later that morning and was on such a high - they probably thought I was acting so strange. I was SO, SO happy!
A few weeks later we had our first ultrasound. Since I had been feeling totally fine, I was extremely nervous it wouldn't go well. Before Aubrey, I had a miscarriage (blighted ovum), and it was one of the hardest things I have ever gone through. I also have less than stellar progesterone levels, so I'm always nervous before these appointments. After feeling sick all morning for the first time in the pregnancy, we went in for the ultrasound and saw that beautiful little baby's heart flicker up on the screen. Always such an amazing moment!