Just making a note that Im alive but have almost zero privacy, with the combined issues of no personal computer and frustratingly hovering roommates. Be back soon once one or both problems are remedi...
I still havent responded to any comments (typical) but I wanted to ask opinions on the blog layout design and what I should do with it.Blogroll: I know everybody liked it, but I have majorly ambivale...
First a note: Ive decided to finally go back and answer all the comments Ive not responded to in the last half-dozen posts, except that Im not going to answer them in a new post, but as direct commen...
I wrote this post immediately after the last one, so I havent really read responses or anything, this is just a continuation. Sort of. First, in an interesting coda to the previous post I want to poi...
Something clicked in my brain last night. You ever get a sudden flash of insight, read one sentence, see one sign that flips a switch in your brain and suddenly you can see the whole picture? Yesterd...
After all the fucking aweeome comments I got from you guys, Im once again not going to respond to them because Im too busy going batshit. Heres a bullet list. First: I put in for about a million jobs...
Ive been trying to post for...days? weeks?...but words cannot describe how utterly non-functional I am. I spend most of my days literally staring into space, a cringing feeling of desperation in my g...
Most of the last week I have spent in bed. Part of it turned out to be PMS, which always makes me tired (mixed feelings about getting my period as always), but I cant tell what percentage is physical...
FAQ: Why do some of your posts make anorexia nervosa seem rewarding or admirable?I want to clarify something about certain types of posts on this blog: those which reflect positively on by eating dis...
Er, I am trying to do the followup post, and it is majorly fucking long. Theres a lot to address and I want it to make sense instead of being babble. Ill be back with it in a few days. In the meantim...
Ive tried to blog a few times in the past week, but every time I start I get disgusted with myself and cant finish. I have gained weight. Like, actually gained, not just "theres food in my gut&q...
Im sorry I havent done anything of value anywhere. Depression is eating me alive. I barely get out of bed.I love that you guys have such thoughtful suggestions. Ill be getting back to your comments s...
So in the aftermath of this Dr. Oz madness, I have decided that I am indeed going to restructure this blog in relation to "pro-ana". Amusingly, I had started writing a post earlier this wee...
I assume that after the new Dr. Oz episode featuring Pro-Ana, Ill be getting all kinds of new hits as interested and/or nosy people start Googling "pro ana blogs". Charmed, as always. Yes, ...
It is the am, my usual bedtime. I tried to go to sleep sometime after 4, because I was extremely tired. I lay there, tossing and turning, before realizing I simply wasnt asleep. I lay there, blinking...
Really quick, I just wanted to share with you guys this spambot comment I got, made me lol. If you dont know, bots pull their bullshit text from REAL comments made on other blogs/forums, so theyll lo...
Thank you guys so much for your thoughtful comments! I really encourage everyone to o back and read the comments there. Some super important facts and relevant opinions. You all brought up really imp...
Okay! Trying to work on some half-finished informational posts for you guys.Here in the pro-ana word we (somewhat hypocritically) prize a legitimate medically-diagnosed eating disorder over those ind...
Its not that I hate photos, but Ive never been someone who takes pictures of things. My photo books are random shots of plants, blurry sunsets, cats, interesting cracks in the sidewalk. Point being, ...
Okay! Praying I dont get interrupted, Im FINALLY making a long catchup post.First well start with the usual me-stuff. Today I was 110.5, a mere .2 away from next goal. The plateau curse is broken and...
This is going to be a short, rambling post, because theres so many little things I keep meaning to catch up on and delaying. Unfortunately privacy is minimum and updating by phone is difficult. Sorry...
Started to blog something with value and purpose, but this is what were getting instead.I am a stupid fat cow and I loathe myself. It literally disgusts me to be with myself, to know I have to wake u...
You think, This is Gods little joke. God will continue to play this joke for several more years, a cruel reminder that life happens, that the laws of nature will knock you on your arrogant ass no mat...
What, blogging again already? Yes, because Im so excited I have to tell you: in one hour I will have completed my very first true successful Fast. Fasting has always been difficult for me. I remember...
(Ive put it in my calendar to update twice a week. Cant guarantee quality, but at least itll be something.)My digestive tract is FUCKED. (Yes, this is a TMI post.)First, my intestines up and quit. Th...
Because I am totally neurotic, the concept of creamer in my coffee has been torturing me. Sharing with you my obsessive calculations. (Holy cow, an informational post!!)We have lots of zero-calorie o...
Im almost done with a long informative post about weight loss and nutrition and those fun things. However its going to have to wait - something happened this evening that I need to get off my chest.A...
(I wrote this post and it didnt post? Stupid Blogger. So Im revising it to make it relevant for now. Ugh.)Everyone was super supportive here and on Twitter. People said some REALLY nice things about ...
Came up with a new plan to give myself "permission" to binge, since I do it no matter what my intentions are or mood is. Experiment failed horribly; spent the night eating, barfing, later d...
Busy with the life I barely have.I wanted to make Friday my "comment answering day", but I dont really have private-time on Fridays, so its gonna be on Sunday nights instead. Thats a good w...
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