Apparently 200 posts is my utmost limit.So, a new year, a new beginning. Follow me or forget me:Official Confessions
Happy Xmas to all of you who are still following the inconsistent flow of my thoughts and pictures.I love most of you all, but war isnt over yet, so this is a Merry Christmas, sod off-message to Nort...
One things never going to change: the constant presence of confusion in my life. Nightly messages tell me more than anything, but Im still confused and I cant dissect all the aspects of the life Im l...
What my life has been looking like lately:And countless of minutes I havent had the courage to capture. You know, the ones you think you wont forget and dont want to ruin by trying to get them on fil...
+=Goodnight everyone.
Watercolour pencils for the first time in ages, my father turning a year older, Astor Piazzola and an 80s polish new wave-ish vinyl record I got for 70 cents. I dont understand what theyre saying but...
Quoting other people is so easy. The thoughts have already been thoroughly thought of, theres no frightening spaces in-between for you to fill with shaky words.Shaky words seem to be my only hobby no...
"But I swear to whatever God I can find in the time I have left, Im going to remember you kid. Im going to tell your story as often as every story you told me. And every time I tell it Ill say, &...
Stolen cider, stolen everything, my hair smells of cigarette smoke and the toilets of Tavastia have been destroyed. Nights like these are fun, but only if you have someone to whom you send dizzy text...
Stills from a bit of video I filmed todayIm so tired it stings my eyes. My hair has grown a lot, its cold outside.
Youve got some charm I must admitDont let me wreck myself againDriving to your parents house just for a visit and Im sleeping in your brothers bedWont you sneak into my room and climb under the cover...
&Letter to Roosa on the 28th of November 2010:"And how smart can one be, and so wonderfully contradictory; jazz and hardcore punk and philosophy and books and 60s movies and DVDs and games an...
Theyre starting up the third world war but Im busy thinking about something else. So busy I cant sleep at night.
Milla, me and pairs of legs (and hands and stuff) that belong to people I like, Meritullinkatu, 19th of November (photo by Tuomas Sarparanta)I had forgotten how emotions like these come as a package....
"I feel too much. Thats whats going on. Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways? My insides dont match up with my outsides.Do anyones insides and outsides match up? I d...
lovely Susanne in Ruissalo, june 2010Being one of the last ones to leave from the party, drinking the last bottles of red wine after everyones gone, Tom Waits and Leonard Cohen, dim lights and rewrit...
Im a bitch. Im so sorry.
The Specials in Ruissalo. June 2010, disposable camera. The only picture taken during the gig, somewhere in my drunkenness I thought this could come out great. The truth is somewhat different.
bummed out in my crazy person-coat (it was free), first cigarette break in a long long long time but I was feeling a bit angry so I let myself goJust started a Kauko Röyhkä- book, it seems great. Im ...
I was almost fucking crying when I was going through some self-portrait exercises I did just now, Im doing an art diploma-thing that involves me photographing myself and I dont know if I can go throu...
Baby sister, shes so lovely and young. Im trying to write job applications for Paris, madame, monsieur, veuillez cordialement...oh que cest con, she still has her whole future unwritten.
some more disposable shit, a dirty river and girls girls girls before one of our summer adventuresGoing out to eat and to have a couple of pints in Kallio with some of the girls above and maybe some ...
Disposable camera lovelies, the place had destroyed and scratched most of my negatives and I could only save a few, from top to bottom: ruissalo (july 2010), turku (july 2010), the bridge between pik...
Épaulettes are marks of distinctions for a merit, a rose symbolizes a ruined youth, stars tell you that the one sporting them bows to no authority.Russian criminal tattoos, Sergei Vasiliev and meanin...
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When theres nothing left to burn youve got to set yourself on fire.
Something I got done today....... and something Ella got done a few days ago (shes such a beauty, too):Hahhaa, no, just kidding. The rose is a result of hanging out at café lasipalatsi for far too ma...
Yesterday was yet another nice and comfortable night, a bit of wine, good cider and wonderful company. I talked about graphic design with graphic design-students, tattoos with people who have the bes...
leaving is not enough; you muststay gone. train your heartlike a dog. change the lockseven on the house he’s nevervisited. you lucky, lucky girl.you have an apartmentjust your size. a bathtubfull of ...
Helsinki, I love you but youre bringing me down.
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