I have no energy for writing right now, wish I did cuz I think I would need it... but lifes going forward, something Im not sure that Im keeping up with it. But I am happy. And thats all that matters...
missing people is among the hardest thing you do everyday of your life. And I have a lot of people to miss all around the world, America, Austria, Germany, and the suthern parts of Sweden. Somedays a...
new years eve night, really had a blast with all my friends! ice fishing in the summer house with André, Anna and Carl Carls the man, haha, driving the snow mobile ;) we stopped in the snow for some ...
Did yo do anything this year youve never done before? yes Are you intending to have any new year promises? yes Did anyone of your friends become parents this year? no What countries did you visit? Am...
I finally bought my own computer, wihaaa! haha and i thught i would write a lot more here after i did, but i realized im kinda done here... need someone to fix up a new design on another blog, and ma...
thanks Alex, that really warmed my heart, and made me cry a little, again! hahaha!! I have a meeting with a job coach today at 3.30pm, dont really know how I should fix all this, need to print some p...
Im sitting on As bed, and writing a little something something for Alexandra and her mom, so here we go! Maybe its just the darkness, maybe its the fact that my past year is catching up on me, maybe ...
i HATE NOT HAVING MY OWN COMPUTER... LOOKED AT ONE TODAY, AND I THINK I NEED TO BUY IT :) SICK OF WRITING ON MY IPOD. AND I CANT SLEEP TONIGHT EITHER... GOING CRAZY HERE. TIRED LIKE HELL, BUT CANT SL...
I wanted to have some time to write a lot, but this isnt the time...Just wanted to say that my new medicin worked!haha, got my period today, have cramps all over my lower back and stomach, but I wont...
I recieved a phone call tonight, about a girl thats 24 years old and just got diagnosed with breast cancer.What is up with the world?Shes having surgery done tomorrow to remove her whole breast. wtf....
Oh, almost forgot!We were a little bored last night, so my brother let me and therese flatten his hair and put makeup on him, so let me present to you - Julia!and later on we took a picture ofthe two...
Sometimes it hits me how scared I am of cancer and people being sick.Last night I dreamt that I was at a dinner at my youngest brothers school in the gym. And I was looking for my parents amongst all...
I worked my very first day today after I got sick.I was so nervous before, going back. A lot of different feeling were tumbling around in my body, and I wasnt sure if I could make it.But I did, and I...
oh what I wanna go and visit Denise and see Alex to, I just dont think I have the money for it... Hopefully Ill get some this week, and as soon as I do, Im gonna check flights, okay? Malmö here I com...
I am tired. Like Ive ran a marathon, didnt sleep for 2 days, just had a treatment done, tired. All the time.And soon this is gonna drive me crazy. I dont know how to handle it. How should I be able t...
It was a beautiful day to fish in the river, it was my first time in the new boat and I loved it!Glad I had this floating outfit on though, so warm and nice =) And even better, I cought a pike! All b...
it feels a little like my blog is about to die.I think Im sorta done with it. Im done with my treatments and the cancer, and that was the reason I made this blog. I know I still have like 30-60 reade...
I had my doctors appointment today, and I was actually really nervous before that... even though I didnt think that something was actually wrong. I just dont like it.. Anyway, she did an exame and di...
I havnt been great at updating lately, but I just have so much to do all the time!But anyway, dont know if I mentioned that my doctor called me back. Well, she did and I have an appointment with her ...
I had a blast on friday night, Jessica and Camilla turned 21 and a circus theme was on the menu.I loved that everybody really went for it, since its not that common to go crazy like this in Sweden.Lo...
It feels like I need some energy from a funny and happy "smålänning" soon.Hope to see u in november Alex ♥
It bothers me when I was so brave to call, that she never returned to me. At least not yet.Whats with doctors these days. I just wanna ask some questions and hear her say that theres nothing to worry...
Why is it so hard for me to make one simple phone call?Its really just to dial the number and wait for someone to answer. Still it feels like I freeze evreytime I think Im ready to go and get the pho...
oh I have had better days than this, and worse too, so its okay. Its just that Im sick. I have a fever and a cold. Have had fever on and off since friday, but today was just no fun. Was laying in As ...
Just had a little talk with Denise Neal over Skype. That girl can make me smile =)But she can also make me realize things Im thinking about. I can tell her stuff Im thinking about that Im not able to...
Its hard trying to get out in the real life again. But Im doing my very best.I called for a job yesterday, and they gave me a meeting the 19th, and after that Im able to work. It feels a little weird...
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