I`ve been staying at a wonderful, quiet cottage, and I`ve had the most wonderful days in a soo long time. I`ll tell you more about it later.
ellieswelliesEaster in L.A: I`m going away.To a place without internet, without TV, without people.I`ll be back. Someday.xoxo
I admit it. Again.I am lonely here in L.A.L.A doesn`t fit me, or,I don`t fit L.A.Maybe I`ll move home to Norway soon.When the sun comes back.I miss my friends.I miss my family.I even miss school.Don`...
Photo: pearledMy L.A life has been about:drinkspartyingmy mad auntiea none existing lovelifechanelbooksmiumiuNothi ng has changed.
Kamy LisyMy mom doesn`t get betterand I am not working.Sitting in my window sill, watchingthe gardener that once smiled at methe cat chasing somethingthe windthe grassthe sun
sanaa hI read this blog, and started remembering how it is to dance in the rain. It gives me the best feeling ever, feeling the wet grass against my feet. Feeling the drops against my skin.
Lucy FrancesMy aunt is sick.She doesn`t eat.She doesn`t speak.She don`t ever work-out (which is her obsession).I can`t sleep.
Today I gave away a fortune:myy Chanelmy Burberrymy Miumiumy Diorto someone who need it far more than me.
I have to go back to doing good things again, to cure my loneliness.What can I do?Who shall I help?
kmsYESWhere shall I go out to dance, tonight? Give me your best tips!
One of my daily medicines now a days.
I haven`t stopped doing nice things, just been drinking too much, and hanging out w/Melkehvit, Sara and Signe. M is going home soon, I guess I`ll feel lonely again when she leaves.At least I`ll be fo...
Photo: privateI like L.A a littlebit better when Melkehvit is here. She helps me connect a little more with other people here, that she knows.Yesterday we kissed the barguy to get drinks for the rest...
So what am I doing these days?Dancing with strangersRunning in the streets, when it`s darkReading Virginia Woolf... and now I`m just about to go to bed...
Today (as always), I want to drink away my pain. Hopefully I`ll induce Melkehvitt and Signe to join me..I`ve done one nice thing today: Made a big lunch for M.
Photo: MelkehvitI went to Signe`s apartment today, too meet my friend. Signe`s mom was there, so it felt like we were a little European family in L.A (although i`m not in their family). I`m trying to...
rustedToday I`ve been hanging out with my friend Melkehvitt. We`ve been travelling around in the city, shopping and drinking strawberrymilkshake. Mm!The nice things I`ve done today:Smiled to stranger...
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Photo: ?I`m tired and it`s late, way too late. My friend from Norway, Uteerdetmelkehvitt, is coming to L.A this week. She`ll be living with her aunt and cousin, but I guess we`ll hang out A LOT. Wow,...
Today I feed some hungry and homeless cats. I should have given them a home, but I don`t know anyone who wants them, and my aunt only allow certain catraces...Have you been doing something nice today?
I don`t know the real reason to why she is sad, she got what she needs (?): a big house, children, a husband, lots of maids etc. Maybe L.A is making her sad. Sometimes she reminds me of Anna Anka, so...
Photo: andreajuditWhen my aunt isn`t mad, she`s sad. It`s so hard to watch her cry, almoust every night. What can I do to help her?
Photo: Signe EngisToday I want to dedicate a post to someone special: Signe.I want you to know that I think about you,I care and I`m afraid. I don`t want you to get thinner, emptier, more scared.It m...
Alison Scarpella So, has something changed after i started my new project?Yes/NoYes: i`m thinking more about the small things, taking choices for others, feeling a little bit more worthy.No: Still dr...
Tree castlesI`ll be good today:I`ll be remembering.Remembering summerdays, rainydays, your body against mine, your lips against mine, your hands in my hands. Your words in my ear.Maybe I`ll send the ...
seaembracesToday I`ll try to smile to everyone that passes me, and I hope you`ll do the same..Will you?
Photo: Leanne SurfleetI haven`t done anything nice to anyone, today. Just been sitting home, drinking my green tea and taking my vitamins. bLAH.What have you done?
Today I wrote a letter to one of the best teachers I had when I studied.It really makes me feel better to focus on the small things. Even if it`s just smiling to a foreigner.
Photo: cuckoveToday I filled a bag with orangejuice, bread, cheese, ham, fruit and some cookies, and gave it to a man who was sleeping in at a bench. Have you been doing something nice, to someone, t...
Photo: gingerlilyteaI`m working with my new goal: Do small, good things, and write them down.Today I asked our gardener if he needed some help. He said no, but I cleared away all the withered roses. ...
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