Nope. Im waiting. Im waiting to be a college student. To have no supervision. To have no fridge or pantry, to sanctify my binges. I want to be a thin girl, apparently me frame doesnt facilitate that....
I have gone through a treatment facilityam following a meal plan taking the drugssleeping through the nightI do not feel betterThese rules do not work. Not for me. I want to burn on the inside. Feel ...
The last piece will be unfinished. I composed what there is of it a few minutes ago, my feet waving around above my head as I scribbled, scribbled, scribbled. It is only a few lines long, a small amo...
"See I love myself, I'm worth it."And so she was. The problem with me is that I don't love myself. I believe I never have. There we are, observers to the night stretched below us, perched on her roof...
the blood vessels in my eyes broke, months agoturned white to redthe WHOLE white to red...And everyone was so interested. How did it happen? I don't know... just started and never stopped. It disgust...
This Image Causes Pain Excellent, Increasing, Useless Pain, why do I ask for moreI am overflowing with needless anxietyI am lacking intelligenceI am lacking picturesI mean I didn't put any in my last...
I was in the kitchen and compulsively wrote this poem... stupid is the only adjective that comes to mind... and decided to post just because I have nothing else to say and... yeah I don't know... why...
The floors are concrete and outside it is cold. Patterns grown from snow lace the window panes and I try so hard to bring one color to another. Dry paper with its vampire qualities devours paint. Mak...
It means I don't bite.'Fleur' means 'flower', if you are French. 'Je suis' means 'I am'. That is if you are French. So I thought about what I thought about God, and Truth, and Lies. God, at one point...
I was putting on a necklaceof plastic pearlsso fake,these orbs of deceitthey shatter,cover my floor,leave the broken string in my handThe makeup on my face should have been washed awaylast nightshoul...
This common occurrence often happens before a fast. When suddenly you find yourself thinking... "I suppose I will be less inclined to eat this slice of bread if this slice of bread doesn't reside in ...
someoneishere?um yeah... that would be meLet's just get the awards over with and say I did amazing this summer clap clap clap... thank you thank youThen I fucked it all up. damn. terribly. irrevocabl...
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