And I sat at my desk, playing the same song over and over and wondered to myself why after every phone call I just felt like an idiot. Like my life was pathetic and insignificant in comparison. Then ...
Its like this huge sore inside of me finally opened and I could feel it all sinking it. Whilst I had one of the worst weeks emotionally, paralleled with the thought that I was the only one suffering,...
Every part of me is bruised and poisoned. I cant look either way without seeing a wall I cant climb over. Reality, reality. I had let someone in my life, allowed every bit to fill in all the crevices...
In my life, I can never leave loose ends. I can not accept the uncertainty, I can not move on, and I sure as hell can not dismiss things. Everything is big - to the point where my over thinking is do...
Lately Ive been feeling so restless because Ive just been so confused. A lot of nights I go to bed and think about holding on so dearly to everything, all that we had and all the memories. Flipping t...
Its easier to tell myself I was never in love because its easier to pretend like it was all a bad dream. But Ive been lying and denying. Love feels different every single time, through and through.An...
I made a big mistake. I thought I was different, and was going to do things my way, and that would be just fine. But its not.Every time, Im given a false hope. A hope that is not there. And tonight I...
This morning I woke up feeling refreshed. New. I hadnt slept properly in over a month. Id go to bed early only to stay up late lost in thoughts that would never get me anywhere. I would wake up in th...
This past weekend I went to Edgefest 2011 at Downsview Park.To be totally honest with you there werent that many bands that interested me, but when I saw that Rise Against was headlining that was eno...
You told me so many important things when I broke it all down. You told me never to change who I am because you liked me how I was. You told me you never wanted to hear me say "I dont think Im go...
*Note: Not for the faint hearted if you get squeamish about blood.This morning I had minor surgery to remove a cyst that was growing on my head. It had formed, ruptured, formed and ruptured on multip...
Happy Canada Day! I know Im almost a week late on updating but better late than never right? Jordan and I were busy during the morning booking our buses and trains for Chicago so we didnt end up goin...
What I never understood was this: how I could be so successful at all aspects of my life in terms of school, work and relationships and still have such disappointed parents. I gave up a long time ago...
I told myself that I would never do it again, and then I did. Trying to the find the line between weak acceptance and simmering rage has been an issue.I am better than that - I told myself a million ...
Sneak preview of a painting Ive been working on! Its still in very rough stages but Im just so happy to be working on something again. To be totally honest with you Ive been neglecting my artwork bec...
Catch a wave.And tell me Im amazing. And tell me that we dont need to grow apart for my life to start. So many things are circling through my mind, but so many things are clinging to the foreground. ...
"After high school I have a couple plans lined up. Theres my grad trip which will be camping in Algonquin Park with a couple of my closest friends. Which will be totally awesome because were all ...
I threw a surprise birthday bonfire for Jordan last week and it was a huge success! As soon as my exams were finished I immediately started planning this and it took a lot of work to say the least. T...
I haven't been blogging because I've been depressed. On the days I'm not working I usually sleep for long periods of time during the day and the night. On the days I am working I'm very cranky; often...
All I feel is hate. No more love, no more happiness, just hate. I guess that's how it works. First you feel sad, then it just cycles over to anger.I've given myself up this past year. Given myself aw...
I haven't been blogging because I realized nothing in my life is going right now. I'm out of school and working during the week at a dead-end retail job, and I see my boyfriend on the weekends. Life ...
My boyfriend bought me this stuffed toy of a hippopotamus after I continually belted the obnoxious song "I Want A Hippopotamus for Christmas." It sleeps beside me on my bed and I decided it's about t...
Hands by Tammy LeI'm working on my portfolio for college which is why I've been MIA. I've got orientation sessions and english assessment appointments coming up in the next few weeks so I'm super bus...
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