Theres something pushing me to do things i like to do. This feeling is strange and unbearable. The whole world is turning around too fast in the opposite direction. Theres no meaning to anything. No ...
My sister is away on a vacation now, and what better thing to do when you are missing someone than going back in time. Both we are now basing our lives over art and imagination, forgetting our past a...
I have been doing better over the weekend. I thought that maybe I am way too nervous. The semester is ending, and the tests are coming... A lot of things have to be done. Yet somehow, I still imagine...
My head - filled with sad thoughts. I plan a lot of things and I do wish I could make it. It's snowing outside and the walls of my room are white. Slippers warm up my feet, but not my heart. Bottles ...
Anne of Green Gables won my heart and keeps it still, yet I finished reading weeks ago. I don't know why I have not read it years ago, though. I guess back than I was more of a boy, wanting to sail a...
I'm sorry I disappeared. I got very sick and stayed that way for a week. The whole time I was sketching in a small journal with my pen, eating oranges. I didn't throw away the skin, partially because...
How much does it take us to learn things? We float above our own heads, dreaming. Listening to whispering willows wrapped in woe. Screaming silently, thinking about past faults...Smokey seems to grow...
I keep waiting for something mystical to happen - days ago, when I opened the window I saw lights in the fog, thinking of fairies. I thought that maybe I search in the wrong places, hoping to find on...
Thanksgiving. Not exactly my holiday, because I'm not originally American. But still a good reason to eat pumpkin bread isn't it? Ice cream is good too. Especially when it melts down just a bit, impa...
My room is such a messy place! It looks like nobody lived there for ages, that's how messy. When I think that, I start imagining myself being a ghost, who doesn't technically "live", but does "exist"...
Alice was kind enough to finally let me find her. She had been lying in the nail polish box all this time. She was followed by my glitter pens that I've lost. I'm still feeling kind of cross at her f...
What's your favorite time of the year? I can't really decide. When It's cold in winter, I wish it was summer, to feel the warmth. When it's hot in summer, I want Christmas to come sooner...Right now,...
I have just re-discovered my "a-la Molly Ringwald" boots. Love them madly. A tick bit me and I was panicking the whole yesterday, but In autumn they aren't anything deadly. I baked a cake and looked ...
The path to a forest is gone. They had it vanished, so they could build another building. My sister and I wanted to find other path, but there was nothing. Instead, we found an abandoned stadium. It ...
I feel like I'm killing time. I want to do so much, but I do so little and it scares me. I really want to start baking again. But this time something new, something that I've never even tasted before...
I've noticed that I don't read as much anymore. I also miss old school mail that I used to send to my friend. Now it's a matter of seconds via web-mail. I used to love writing and scribbling, and I u...
I don't like first posts and my name is not really John. Watch me grow and take first steps.
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