YOLO. you only live once. yes i know. but im also on the verge of being broko. (as in broke). fuck fuck fuck! how much effort do i have to put in for people to notice me. i had an interest from one a...
I cant take anymore of this Easter weekend. You would think it would mean more people being around to hang out with, but in fact it feels lonelier. And Ive never felt so lonely in my life before. A b...
Its coming together and I am happy but nervous about the idea of running my own business. Of course there are some haters out there, but fuck em, Im living my dreams. I am also hoping I pass all my i...
Ugh, fuck around with the other girls but in the end you go back to the girl mommy and daddy expect you to mary. For the record, I faked it and you went soft the first time. feels so much better know...
So there you have it. I guess I am kind of an angry, aggresive depressed person if the doctor has to prescribe medication to me. I feel a bit better but I am still not 100% Work is not exactly flowin...
Too bad its not warm enough to jump into a pool where I am. I just want to be light and float and not stress. I miss people I know being around me this time of year. I just hope 2012 will be good to ...
Great. I just fucked it up with this one. I hate arguments with guys I barely know who I technically dont like thaaaaat much but then again I feel bad for taking a dig at him during the argument. I p...
I hate this time of the year. I am alone as usual, far away from family. No boyfriend. Oh my God, how long has it been? Almost 3 years and still nothing ! No skiing in the winter. Being invited to pa...
It doesnt matter where I am and how many times I have been there, but I feel so insignificant in these places. Like nobody wants me. But I have to think positive and keep the faith. When is it going ...
He seems like a nice guy. Tall. A gentleman, who opens the door for me and is quite handsome. In fact he has that Calvin Klein male model hotness about him. I promised myself not to get hurt, to just...
Im in a good place. Excited about my new journey. Im not afraid. I know I complain sometimes and think life sucks, but its better than someon elses. I am pushing on forward with this. I dont care how...
I have so many hopes and dreams for the next coming weeks. I hope I can make it. I hope someone there notices me and gives me a chance. I want to get out of this fish bowl and into that ocean. This i...
There comes a time when one needs to " ditch the bitch". The 2 faced bitch. The one who all of a sudden acts like she doesnt know you when she is hanging out with that other motherfucker. Wow...
Oh my God, why am I scared of the simple things in life and I go after the dangerous, dumb or immoral shit? This guy likes me, I like him but Im thinking isnt he 1 or 2 years younger than me and I ne...
We all make decisions in life that affect us and I am choosing to make this one. I am doing this for myself. Its not that there is no other way out but while I wait for whatever may be, I need to tak...
Im waiting, waiting. Waiting to make it in this fashion industry that has so much to offer but at the same time I feel like I am nowhere near the "promised land". Im waiting for mr. right. Im...
Tonight I avoided what could have been a "sticky situation". You know, the one that involves your friend who is friends with that girl who is nasty, so you really dont want to go out if she i...
When will I get my brig break? I dont fucking know. All I know is, I have to do it on my own and the ones I asked for help and didnt give a shit will remember me when I am famous. Ugh, I need to get ...
To all the bitches going behind your back and disrecpting girl code.... FUCK YOU, you can have my leftovers. Im on to the next one.
Man, sometimes having all this extra money feels like a curse. Ill find a place to live and figure things out. Who I want to be. WHAT THE FUCK I want to do with my life. This fashion world is not tak...
It is only now after having had a get together with the guy (who practically sponsored my life here financially) that I realised I was dependent on him too much. My hapiness was jeopardised by the th...
I got a little tipsy and went over to this guys house. This guy who I like but his indifference drives me crazy. But I didnt sleep with him. Haha. Was that a victory or did I make myself look stupid ...
OMG I feel like I have the fattest thighs in the fashion biz. I tried the Beyonce aka Maple Syrup diet and didnt last. Now I want to take up some hard core sports to help lose the weight. Trying not ...
As much as I hate society people and "girlfriends of " so and so, secretly I envy them. I envy the fact that they dont have to put up with the bs of trying to get noticed and trying to make i...
I sent one last email for the fuck of it to "the other woman". I told her he was all hers. Dont ask me why Ive waited this long, maybe its because he is so cool about the whole idea and has g...
I saw him again at the club this weekend. After not going out in ages and not seeing him in months, there he was. Right when I entered and was leaving my coat at coatcheck I hear his voice with his g...
I feel like my emails are never ending. My internship (UNPAID!) to working on my personal endeavors. Then dealing with some immigration bullshit that is giving me a headache. To longing for someone. ...
I wonder if his not responding to my email to thank him for all that we have gone through (or should I say all that I have gone through) was an experience of a lifetime. Well, one I would not advise ...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =iiJWrzwE9oQI think I love this Billie Holiday song more than ever now because I finally understand it because it is happening to me. I see the Chanel ad and just think ...
Its over or at least its heading that way. I told him that I wanted to use protection (yes after 2 years of not) and he beat around the bush about how it would change things and that he felt it was n...
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