I haven’t had anxiety like this since… before we went into debt consolidation. So I can’t really figure out why I’m having it now. I mean, my secret savings is gone thanks to ...
I have this habit of not touching the floor. I don’t like when my clothes touch the floor either. So when I’m at home, if I’m wearing sweats, I usually tuck my sweats into my socks....
The last 48hrs have been rough. A lot of family problems going on and a lot of bad news. Husband and I were woken up at 6am today with even more bad news. Him and mom have been in the city since abou...
Yesterday I was patiently waiting for my dad to get done with the dryer before I started my laundry and luckily by the time I went downstairs to check, he was pulling my brother’s clothes out o...
Wow, it’s been a year since I last updated?! As you can see, I changed up the theme and I’m sorting through this blog. I’ve thought about writing in here often, but I just havenR...
As I’ve probably mentioned before, my dad has OCD too and awhile back, he noticed my sudden use of disinfectant wipes. And he’s witnessed me cleaning the toilet seat with them. Well I gue...
I know, it’s been months since I’ve posted in here. I haven’t had much to say. My husband started staying with me at my parent’s house and we’ve been staying in the gues...
A friend of mine gave me a random update on my ex boyfriend. An ex boyfriend who at one point, destroyed my entire world. I heard about his new girlfriend a few years ago, they were together for a fe...
A while back, my mom bought some Chinese food and I had told her I couldn’t go eat it because I couldn’t. OCD works different for everyone, but for me… I shower at night and so I...
When does the struggling stop? When does it all end up better? Telling myself that things can’t suck forever worked so much better in high school when my biggest problem were stupid boy problem...
This week has been… stressful. I thought after enrolling into the debt consolidation program and talking to Citi Bank it would be all smooth sailing from there. I WAS WRONG. Over the span of 3...
Positivity hasn’t been coming easy the last few weeks… or months… I’ve lost track. I’ve been struggling with staying positive lately and that makes me incredibly sad(der...
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is classified as a mental illness. Just like depression, it’s a chemical imbalance in your brain. So, what are you trying to say? That my brain is… che...
I got sick the other day and I was sick all day yesterday. I’m feeling a little bit better today, my cough got worse though and I’m feeling flemmy. But I’m not feeling fever-ish or ...
I woke up happy and optimistic today, the sun was out and it made my room warm. After all this Winter weather I was happy to finally see some sun! So I decided to edit some pictures, draft some entri...
Yes I did change the layout, as much as I loved my previous layout, the comments werent working with it and I dont feel like digging through CSS to fix it at the moment (I know, I’m so lazy)! O...
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I know my previous post is on protected lock. If you’d like to read it leave a comment below and I’ll email you the password. I try to remind myself that in this blog, I cant be afraid to...
So I got a new phone. Husband gave in and let me get a new phone and I’m so very excited. However… I should probably mention, I’ve damaged about 5 cell phones with water damage. How...
It’s sunny today! I’m actually wearing a tanktop and I’m not freezing cold. This is amazing. A breath of fresh air almost. And listening to Gordon Chambers, Jazmine Sullivan, New Ed...
I’ve driven on the freeway more times than I can count. I know the freeways I drive on like the back of my hand. But, it was always with someone else in the car. I’ve never driven on the ...
Not everyone has the same exact type of OCD, there are general categories but everyone’s OCD is different and fits to them. And in most cases, you can suffer from more than one type of OCD. For...
I have a mini laptop (that I’m actually blogging on right now in Panera Bread) that I bring around with me sometimes. I never brought the charger with me because I didnt want to get it dirty. B...
My husband was with me before my OCD turned full blown. And he was with me when it was at its worse as well as when I decided to start therapy (he actually came with me to every single therapy sessio...
I have a couple of rituals. Some I do every single day, others I do when the situation comes up. Morning Ritual Every morning, I have a ritual. I cant do anything until I finish this ritual or my ent...
Hello . I’m not good at writing first entries which might be hard to imagine considering I run over 10 blogs (currently). My husband actually came up with this idea. I have a private OCD blog j...
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