And onto the final ten albums of the year. Overall, it’s been a pretty great one for music, and 2012 looks just as promising. Again, I recommend you guys check these albums out if you’ve ...
Here we go, onto the next ten albums! 20. Cut Copy – Zonoscope What Cut Copy have achieved here is pretty bold; they’ve managed to take electronica, and given ...
Yup. Here it is. Don’t be surprised if you don’t know any of these artists/albums, I am an obscure man with an obscure taste. Maybe, that means you should check em out, and see if you lik...
My obsessive compulsive relationship with music has led me to publish yet another year-end list of my favorite music from the past year. This year, MUCH more so than previous years, I have listened t...
Completely forgot this blog existed. Haha. Who’s still following?
Here’s something new. It’s not entirely certain as to why or how I have the current inspiration to write this out; whether it a desire for self-fulfillment, or for others to understand the context an...
Sorry about last night’s post, I still can tend to get carried away, and I did, and I’m sorry. I’m not perfect. Going to Florida will forever be a strange sensation; equally comfort...
Does anybody even read this shit or am I just privately going insane again? Well Ben, we’ve had a good run.
Realizing your own social ineptness is never a good feeling. God, I just want a fucking satisfying relationship so badly.
Which should I keep? I’ve been largely negligent of WordPress lately, but I still like the personal feel of this place more than Tumblr. Gaaah indecisiveness
This isn’t really happening. This isn’t real. None of this is real. This is just a twisted perspective. This isn’t really happening. My sister isn’t in the hospital. She’...
It’s becoming increasingly apparent to me that I need some intimacy. Not just with anyone, but with someone who can relate to me. Someone who actually understands me and sees me as an equal.
Here’s to the kid who can’t get what he wants, because well, he’s a kid. A primitive kid who can’t understand anything beyond him.
If anyone wants to hang out, that’d be great. Don’t feel obliged though.
I’m aware of how much I beat myself up and have such low confidence and self-esteem; and I’m trying to fix that. The reason I do what I’m doing here is because I want to present the...
All the lyrics to my album Hypochondriac are posted here, along with the album artwork and liner notes. If you give enough of a fuck, read through them so you can better understand the context of the...
Why is nothing working out?
i hate the sound of my own voice. i hate how contrite and pretentious and self-loathing and terrible it is. i hate how convoluted and selfish and terrible I am. how can i be more like you? by you I m...
what the hell was the point of that last post anyway? i wasn’t being serious really…well, somewhat. it’s ironic how when you want to draw support and attention to yourself it has th...
Terrible GPA, Terrible 2nd semester, lonely as shit, lazy, unappreciated AND unappreciative, awkward, non-social, hermetic, ignorant, invisible, foolish, gullible, naive, childish, fucking diagnosed ...
and that concludes my mental breakdown. thank you for listening, internet.
someone, something, some how, some way, help me to see the world properly, righteously, in the way it is meant to be seen. not with this tainted, damaged view of mine. bring me to the human race. bri...
what’s the point of trying to equal up to something like that and just failing miserably and not being able to see it? i’m a disappointment to my family, my friends, and who knows who els...
just know that whenever you talk to me, remember that you are talking to a fucking mentally impaired individual. i will never equal up to you. i will never fully understand anything to the comprehens...
I have something irreversible, something I have to fucking deal with every single day of my life. I never wanted to spill it out anywhere but where on earth has that benefited me at all? when i was l...
if I were struck with something as intense as that I probably wouldn’t make it. let’s be honest, who the fuck do I have to turn back to? i’ve never had a solid, consistent group of ...
if I try to invest myself in something I genuinely care about, I will not only fail to do it justice but I will leave behind a worser impression than when I started out. all the relationships I have ...
it comes to a point where all my fucking endeavors just fall flat right in my face. i tried coming back this year from the fucking disaster of a year last year was and it wasn’t really worth th...
my goodness it is terrible to be me. i’m not even saying that from a personal perspective because I know exactly what people really think of me. I know how hidden everyone’s true thoughts...
I need a change of fortune more than anything. when will it be ben’s day? when will he come out of his fucking shell, realize the damage he has done to himself and ones he loves and cares about...
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