* trying out the sweet leaf once more...* trying out the path to ecstasy...* trying out the lesbian sexual encounter...* Staring into someones eyes... unceasingly, without fear, smiling...* being lov...
well not especially but this haven of mine seems to be more frequently visited under such conditions...Sometimes I feel alone.Sometimes I want to feel alone.And I can still get depressed.I need to ma...
Your Dosha (Prakriti) is PITTAAyurveda and yoga complement each other and work together in the pursuit of same goals; albeit yoga focuses more on spiritual health and Ayurveda focuses more on physica...
Well, I haven't posted since my last lunar time & I never intended this to be a blog linked to my cycles but oh well! I am amused.Things feel a bit more settled in my life. There are difficult conver...
Daily Cancer Horoscope - 30th March, 2010CancerThe Full Moon is an emotional time and right now, the current one is lighting up your Home and Family Zone. On the one hand, this could mean that you're...
Oh Gosh, it is Full Moon & I am due for my period & I've had a fever...This goes some length to explain why I am over-reacting & emotional.But nothing feels right to me still. My Love feels damaged, ...
"If Chiron falls in Aries in your chart, you bear a pain inflicted upon your sense of self. This Chironic placement makes for a person who can wallow in self-pity over wounds, which can be physical, ...
Recently: watching filmswatching Escape to River Cottage (awesome)knitting my hatpainting a red back drop for a painting for my lil' bro's Bday whilst stuffing envelopes, coming up with the concept f...
Last week Amanda Palmer played & I had a ticket but on the day of the show I hadn't really arranged to go with anyone or knew really who was going & was just not really feeling enthused. I like her a...
When i am tired, I can get grumpy & am especially intolerant of noise. A great way to assist this feeling is to get out & go for a walk.Going for decent lengthed walks also makes me feel really good....
Wow, so I've been making a special effort to soak up the arts festival this year & this is what I've seen since I last wrote...Bill Viola - The MessengerThis is a video piece that I was looking forwa...
Today, aside from feeling in some kind of mid spot, I've also felt anxious, eager to move forward. I want myself & I want my love to be living the lives we dream of. I imagine us in our setting of pe...
to be ready. Prepped & pure.I feel like I am going through a process of shedding all that is not me.But I also feel like I am waiting for this process to reach a certain point before I truly burst fo...
Last night R & I watched "In Search of the Great Beast 666" - a documentary about Aleister Crowley. I have had an interest in this "strange character" for some time but I have not really made time to...
So this past week has been pretty good & an effort was made to see some art. I think as an artist, viewing others art A LOT is a very crucial part of the process. You know how when you meet a practic...
This evening I've been drawing & thinking about drawing & my art. I feel drawn to drawing female faces for some reason yet I get bored by them as well.And I am starting to feel that my best art is ab...
So R & I used to buy pretty much exclusively organic food for quite some time. It felt rather wrong to stop but I have felt like I haven't had the funds to afford it in recent times.Then a few weeks ...
I've had this desire to turn my room into a place of great peace & serenity for a while. I find this quite hard when I have previously had a whole 2 bedroom house to share with my beloved only & to n...
I've been telling myself to get exercise since last year. I go through bursts of managing to go for walks & then it all implodes upon itself.Tonight I managed a bit of dancing type stuff, did some be...
Today was a good day. We've been watching quite a few videos on youtube about forest gardens & permaculture & it's been making me think about how my own backyard really needs to be more productive. I...
Quite unexpectedly I was quite impressed by the city of Christchurch on our recent journey. It's called the garden city but I think green space city would be more accurate perhaps. I think it was the...
Tuesday 16 February, my Monsieur & I ventured down to Christchurch to see Faith No More play. We've both liked them to varying degrees since teenagers & it seemed like a band we should not pass up se...
For some reason I've been craving yet another wee spot on the internet to call my own. It's a weird desire considering how much disdain I have for a lot of other websites where interaction can be a p...
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