Nope. I was wrong. P is concerned. He doesnt want to see me "unhealthy" or end up in the hospital.Im planning out my "meals" because hes so worried I will stop eating. But the plus si...
520 cals yesterday = 127.6 todaywhy cant i do that ever day?!?!?already had 800 cals today. fail.trudging on with ABC: no more food today and 300 cals tomorrow.day1: 500 calories (520... close enough...
Ladies and lovers, Red has returned!I apologize profusely for leaving you, I didnt do it consciously. P makes me want to be healthy. But Ive seen the error of my ways; fat people are inherently unhea...
ive been so ridiculously busy i cant even think straight!stuck at 128.loving P more and more every day.ill come back with a proper update in the next few days, promise!i still love you all
P and I are officially dating :DGood.127.2 this morning. Im confused. I think I need a new scale.Bad.Had a small bowl of Kashi with skim milk this morning. 200 cals. Not a liquid.Ugly.Juice fasting t...
So sorry for the lack of posting and commenting. I havent forgotten you guys, Ive just been distracted.Fasting went to hell in a hand basket the last few days...Weighed 128.4 this morning. swliuhwael...
126.8 this morning. Im not even excited about it because it isnt 125. And it isnt even close to 108.Im fasting till I hit 125, then Ill liquid fast for a few days, then just restrict. I hate this fee...
Day 2 (yes Im starting over since I ate on Sunday): 127.6!!!!!!!!!This fasting thing is really something!35 total calories yesterday (managed to skip the dinnertime shake) and Im aiming for around 50...
129.4 this morning, but I dont deserve it.I deserve to be 300 pounds after that mess last night.But today is a new day, and I trudge on...3 sips of protein shake = 1 oz = 20 cals1 vitamin chew = 15 c...
I have a confession to make.I did SO WELL yesterday, only 35 calories. Until bedtime.midnight binge:apple pie- 300 calsfruit cup- 90 calscoffee cake- 100 calscheese spread- 80 calscrackers- 130 calsc...
Weighed in this morning at 130.6. Unacceptable.In the spirit of spring and rejuvenation, Im starting a one-week detox water fast. Not only do I need to drop pounds fast, I feel like absolute crap and...
Sorry I havent been posting, but I had finals and moving out of my dorm and back home. I just read all 20something blog entries that I missed, dont worry!I havent been counting calories and it made m...
I had ice cream tonight. Probably only half a cup, but thats 200 calories I didnt need. Goddamn hormones.Todays intake is 935. Ugh.Ana Banana: I love you. No for real, youre my favorite person right ...
128.4 this morning. I guess my chocolate bar excursion wasnt as bad as I thought. I lost 1.2 pounds yesterday.I dont understand. I should be getting my period any second now, which means I should be ...
I just ate a chocolate bar, skinnies. My blood sugar crashed (I dont know why?) and I needed the sugar surge. 220 calories. Water fast day 2; ruined. Ana Banana Im letting you down and Im sorry. Your...
129.6 this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I havent been under 130 since before Thanksgiving (and that was only for a few days!)WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!Ive eaten nothing today. Im so hungry :)I think I aced my ...
Todays intake:3 eggs, scrambled: 2708 fruit slices: 1301 granola bar: 220Total: 620SHAMEFUL! NOT EVEN CLOSE TO FASTING!The only solace I have is that I was hungry for a large part of the day, and whe...
i just ate a granola bar and 8 fruit slices (you know those candy things that dont even taste good, but its like dumping the sugar bowl into your mouth so you eat them?)THIS IS NOT FASTING, RED! PULL...
I just had an entire post written and deleted it all because it wasnt entirely true. I was bluffing and fudging to make myself sound better. If I cant be myself with you guys, who the hell am I?Faste...
Ok Im sick of Skins. Cassie is an annoying twerp.But I didnt eat anything all day long. Except 1 celery stalk at dinner, but it takes more energy to digest celery than it provides, so it doesnt even ...
This must be what its like when your body starts eating itself. Im running on nothing but caffeine. Im cold and tired but its like a weird high that Im riding... I love being hungry. I love that my b...
Lots of things on my mind today. Not a lot of things, I suppose, but a few things that are taking up most of my concentration.1. Liquid fast ended well yesterday. Had veggie soup for dinner, and Im c...
Followers Ive been neglecting you! I apologize profusely.Life has been so riddled with drama these past few days that I couldnt even handle it. I stayed up all night to get my paper done, but success...
Im trying to write a paper thats due tomorrow and I cant even think straight because I have so much going on in my head. So this is my attempt to get it all out and organized in some form or another ...
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