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The Diary of AfricAnaMia
africanamia.blogspot.com
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This blog is my virtual thinspiration book. It's my food/calorie journal and where I post thinspo and a list of novels about anorexia/bulimia.
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Im Still Here....

It been awhile, but Im still here!  I had to  take a "break" from purging regularly for a little while for several reasons.  I confessed to my parents about it, and they kept b...

30 mar 12

Teeth

My teeth have been bothering me for a few weeks now.  Sensitivity tooth pastes dont help.  My teeth hurt really bad right after purging.  Ive got to stop.  I only purged once toda...

30 jan 12

Another Duty Day

My husband had duty today, and as usual I had my binge & purge sessions already planned. Last night we ordered pizza, so I already knew that I was gonna finish that off and purge it.  I also...

20 jan 12

Thinspo: Aaliyah

In honor of what wouldve been her 33rd birthday, Ive decided to post some Aaliyah thinspo.  She was a beautiful, thin girl with lots of talent, and she is truly missed.

16 jan 12

My Day...

breakfast: nothinglunch: meatloaf, mashed potatoes, cabbage, biscuits (purged)dinner: salad, raisin bran w/skim milk (purged)snack: 100 cal pack of almondsexercise: HipHop Abs dvdMy husband...

12 jan 12

Thinspo: Clothes I Wanna Wear When Im Thin

12 jan 12

Shouldve, Couldve, Wouldve...

Yes, I had a baby 4 months ago, but I shouldve been "skinny" by now.  If I wouldnt have gone through an addiction to Oreos for about a month, and if I wouldve started walking/jogging rig...

06 jan 12

5 O Clock in the Morning...

Its after 5 oclock in the morning, and I need to take my butt to bed!  I want to start back blogging about what Ive eaten for the day like I used to.  So yesterday I had:Breakfast:  no...

04 jan 12

New Years Resolutions

1.  To lose at least 30 pounds.2.  To remember that nothing tastes as good as thin feels.3.  To restrict more and cut back on binging and purging.4.  To exercise everyday.5.  ...

01 jan 12

Christmas Weight Gain

Between Thanksgiving and Christmas, I lost 11 pounds.  Ive gained about half of that back since I visited family for Christmas and wasnt able to purge.  I wanted to stop purging because Ive...

31 dec 11

Thanksgiving

I visited my parents for 3 weeks and was with them for Thanksgiving.  My father made some comments about my weight, how much I ate, and my belly.  My mom even made comments about my eating....

01 dec 11

Yay! I Lost a Pound!

After being stuck on a plateau, I finally lost a pound.  I started back counting my cals and have been eating oatmeal w/raisins and drinking water.  I have also been exercising at home. I w...

14 oct 11

Back @ It

After being stuck at the same weight for about 3 weeks, Im back to purging.  Ive been purging here and there, but today, I purged twice.  My husband is on the evening shift, so that makes p...

05 oct 11

Black Girl Thinspo: Jessica White

26 sep 11

Oreo Obsession

I finished off what I hope will be my last pack of Oreo cookies.  Im so tired of being addicted to them.  Its like the cream filling is made of crack.  Of course I purged the cookies, ...

24 sep 11

FML!

Im glad Im not THIS addicted to oreos.  ugh!Its 5:25 am, and Im eating oreos.  Why?  Because my baby woke me up and wanted to breast feed for like 20 minutes, and then Id try to get he...

16 sep 11

Update!!!

Yes, Im still alive, and yes I had my baby.  She was born on August 26th.  She is absolutely gorgeous, and I love her to pieces!  I gained about 50 pounds with my pregnancy... *sigh* &...

15 sep 11

Reverse Thinspo: Fat Fucks of Wal-Mart

Why are the fat fuckers in Wal-Mart always the ones on the motorized scooters?  Maybe if you got off your fat ass, you wouldve be so fucking fat! Just sayin...

22 jul 11

The Drama With My Mama Continues

So my mother called yesterday, and I didnt answer the phone cuz I didnt care to talk to her.  So then later I get a text from her asking, "Whats up?"  Nothing was up. So then she as...

22 jul 11

STFU Mom!

Im 28 years old, but I felt like I was a teen again being picked on by a parent.  So a couple of blogs ago, I vented about my husband looking at porn, but not wanting sex with me.  So inste...

21 jul 11

I Have Something To Prove

Im ready to have my baby and get my pre-pregnancy body back.  My face is fat and my skin has its good and bad days... seems like more bad.  And my thighs have gotten fat again and I have fa...

21 jul 11

Triggered

I logged into my Twitter account today (@AfricAnaMia).  I hadnt checked that thing since about a week before I found out I was pregnant in December.  Also, I read a few of the blogs Im subs...

14 jul 11

By the Way... I Need to VENT!

I havent been updating this blog much because of my pregnancy.  I just check in every once in a while.  Im trying not to focus on my weight because I dont want to be an active bulimic or re...

13 jul 11

I Really Do Have Acid Reflux...*Barf!*

My acid reflux has still been bothering me.  My doctor switched my meds, and it helped for a couple of nights, but now its back!  Two nights ago, I barfed in the bed.  I was laying dow...

13 jul 11

Wait... That Doesnt Count, Right? (TMI Alert)

Saturday my husband and I went shopping for baby stuff at Target, and while there I just had to have an Icee and some popcorn. Well, that popcorn was a bit too greasy, but I just couldnt stop eating...

16 jun 11

Just Checking In

I am still doing well.  I still have NOT been purging.  Ive been eating like a normal pregnant woman.  lol  You wouldnt believe some of the amounts of food Ive eaten.  I also...

18 may 11

Back in Control?

I got a comment asking for an update, so hello!  :-)  Things are going okay.  I was stressed out from moving across the country, but Ive got my bulimia under control.  I havent pu...

06 may 11

Im Gonna Try to My Hardest to Stop for My Baby

I keep looking up the effects of bulimia on pregnancy, and I dont want my baby to have any health or mental problems because of my eating disorder.  I had stopped purging until my doctor told me...

31 mar 11

I Just Cant Stop

Cant stop purging.  I dont purge everything though.  I usually purge after a junk food binge, and then I eat something healthy like fruit or oatmeal.  I had a large meal with friends y...

27 mar 11

Dear God, Everything else in my life in just wrong, so can I at least be SKINNY?!?!?

I still havent been able to restrict, so Im throwing up about twice a day... as usual. I am so frustrated that my leg is injured. It needs to hurry up and heal so I can work out and lift weights like...

08 dec 10

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