In order to keep my job, and keep Shaylee happy, I am turning on the privacy settings tomorrow. If you are already a registered reader at Habitat, you will be able to use your same user ...
Kate and Jace signed up for the "learn to play hockey" clinic. THEY LOVED IT!! When we need a little more joy in our lives we go to my friends house to play with her new baby…&...
I am not sure if this blog belongs in my new life. The past has been erased. I wish I could delete it from real life as easily as I did it here. I need a little time to decide where...
The following emails I am about to publish are purely fictitious, if they sound like they might be from a person you know or thought you knew, they arent…. that person was just a f...
You all know I work for an adoption agency. Its owned and operated by my best friend, but regardless its a professional, licensed, business that serves clients from all over the USA. I got a c...
If I let my past define me I will never heal. If I let the hate consume me, I will be filled rage not love. I have so much to be grateful for, one, that only six years of my life was taken from me, t...
Im sure Brandon asked me to make the blog private because it was all of his girlfriends who were googling his name and finding pictures of him with a family. Hard to explain that to them…...
I found my new favorite website! oh the stories I could tell you. Im in SHOCK! I was married to a sociopath. You dont have to read all of this, but I had to post today so I didnt have to...
These make me sick- This is Kristi, one of Brandons girlfriend. I received these pictures and all the information about her today. Happy Thanksgiving to me! Thank you Dave Barnes. He traveled w...
BRANDON BENSON is a FRAUD. This is Kristi, Brandons girlfriend. I received these pictures and all the information about her today. Happy Thanksgiving to me! Thank you Dave Barnes. He traveled w...
Ive never been loved by anyone the way I was loved by him. He gave me every single ounce of himself…… until he didnt. I feel like Ive been robbed. I want to press charges and...
I love her even more today…. Happy Birthday Baby Girl!!
My kids are all doing great. I attended Parent Teacher Conferences last night for my three little people. Jace is a joy! He loves all the kids and the teacher. The teacher adores h...
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I am so sorry for being stupid enough to think that I could just throw a post like the previous one up and expect you all to just know and understand what was going on. I believe I owe you all...
Baby steps….. Teeny tiny little steps…. little bitty baby steps…. But thats something right? Jaydens therapist is connecting dots and piecing his puzzle together.  ...
I love sex. I love vacations. I love vacation sex. Its hard to replicate good vacation sex at home. We have an amazing bed. We have a gorgeous bedroom, a fabulous tu...
I havent had one since July and I NEED one! Brandon and I are leaving the kids and heading to LAS VEGAS right this minute! See you all on Monday night!
After bragging about how amazing all my kids were in my previous post, they suddenly flipped a shit and lost their ever-living-minds. I swear to God, not ten minutes after hitting the publish button ...
I am having a really hard time believing she is the last one….. I havent had a sixteen month old baby be the youngest in six years. They grow up so quickly. Sailor Grace!!! S...
I have been thinking about writing this post for quite awhile and have hesitated only because I want my children to continue having friendships. But there have been a few things that have pushe...
Brandon and I went to a presentation the other night about education, and this incredible concept called The International Baccalaureate program. One of our local schools here in orange county ...
Ellie looks awfully cozy until you see where she is… I didnt enjoy this hour nap. I pretty much watched her the entire time. This is Ty last Sunday. You want to know why he i...
Every Tuesday at Preschool the teachers ask this question of each child. They record their answers and type it up phonetically, and put in on a bullet board for all of us to enjoy. I am going t...
It is absolutely impossible for Ellie to have her picture taken with another individual… …without squeezing their guts out. She just cant do it! Poor Sailor! Happy Friday folk...
Dear Jay Jay- You are thirteen years old today. I woke up this morning at 2:54 am and thought about you until the sunshine peeked over the horizon. I thought about your birth and the shitty hand that...
When Brandon and I began dating/sleeping together we were both still legally married to our now exes. We were both separated and lonely and we needed each other. I have shared here many times a...
I sit down every single day to write a post and every single day I fail at it. I am slacking and I think I am going to blame it on my ex. In the last month or so he has become slightly ob...
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