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Empty Perfection~ A Pro-Ana Blog
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Only ana makes me happy. Only ana makes me thin. Only ana can discover the beautiful person within.
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Ana is screaming in my ear......Do I fight?

I went away from Ana for a while. Decided that I did not want to have to go back to treatment. I still dont want to go back. But Ana is back. Is that a good thing? Is that a bad thing? My treatment t...

18 jul 11

Finally!

So remember how i thought that my body had no idea how to lose the weight?I WAS WRONG!I just weighed myself...and....159.8And that is with water, diet soda, a small lunch, shorts, 2 shirts, and jewel...

14 jun 11

Compliments, Running, and the Beach

So i went shopping yesterday. I bought shorts. And i actually like them?WHOA? WHAT?Yep! i LOVE them. I just wish they were 3 sizes smaller. I am wearing a size 9. A fucking size 9.But i like the shor...

14 jun 11

With ana by my side

I am still 160. SERIOUSLY?I have been restricting under 700 calories for what seems like FOREVER! And doing some exercise!!I have not had one meal that is even close to what is prescribed on my meal ...

13 jun 11

With Ana By My Side

So yesterday I ate 690 calories. Its much better than how much i was eating in treatment, but i still want less. I have found ways to hide it from my parents. I have actually been doing very well wit...

11 jun 11

long time no see....

i spent 3 months in treatment.3 fucking months. Oh yeah, i cuss now. I changed a lot during my time there. But, i am still devoted to ana. I am back. I weigh 161. Why would i let them do that to me?I...

07 jun 11

Confusion is the story of my life

I am going to the doctor this morning with my mom.I dont think words can adequately describe everything im feeling. i hope she thinks my case is serious. Because that means that i am thin.And that i ...

22 nov 10

Talking to my parents in 3 hours

It is 3:00am herei got home at 1:30i cant sleepi am currently finding all the available recourses i can for my parents to read.I have printed over 19 pages of information and i am going to hi-light t...

18 nov 10

going home

I am going home with my mom today. That means a week and a half at home away from school. I will be talking to my parents and my grandma as soon as we can all get together. This is good. I have no id...

17 nov 10

This is my last chance

I am getting help.But the first step is telling my parents. I am at college and I am NOT going to tell them over the phone. But I couldnt wait a week to tell them. I cannot go a week on my own. I am ...

16 nov 10

I WANT

I am thinking again.Not a good thing, as we have seen before.But i want to be thin forever. And with anorexia, i wont be. It is cause me to be underweight and i will get a giant stomach like those st...

14 nov 10

32 followers??!!!!

I actually have 32 followers! Oh my goodness! 32 people who care what I have to say and how I am actually feeling. This is absolutely incredible. You all have truly inspired me to stay strong! Love y...

12 nov 10

Another update and a video that will DESTROY your appetite!

I only ate 200 calories today :)2 pieces of sprouted 7-grain bread -60 calories each30 sugar snap peas -42 calories (14 calories per 10)8 small pieces of celery- 30 calories (15 calories per 4)3 orga...

10 nov 10

FOREVER THIN!!!

I woke up hungry today. Today was going to be my last day of my fast. But my head is spinning both physically and psychologically. I honestly feel like i am going to faint. I am shaking like a leaf. ...

09 nov 10

feeling the cravings.....

So i am almost done with my 2nd day of my fast! At least one more day to go!I do want to eat right now though. Nothing unhealthy, just celery. I am craving celery. Earlier i wanted just about anythin...

09 nov 10

New layout and tumblr thinspiration blog!

What do you think of the new layout? Suggestions are appreciated!I was obviously avoiding homework tonight :)I also decided it was time to finally open a tumblr account! I love looking at the thinspi...

08 nov 10

Wonderful day of fasting!

IM BAAAAAACK!I have fasted all day! SUCCESS!!The only thing I had was two thermoss of coffee (about 5 cups). I was disappointed to find out that it had artificial flavors and preservatives in it. Ble...

08 nov 10

Motivation, Plans, and an Invitation!

If you have not heard of it already, there is a site called "Losertown". (here is a link http://www.losertown.org/eats/ cal.php)This calculator will tell you how much you will weigh if eat a c...

07 nov 10

out of sight...in a way....

I have eaten like a pig since sunday. Sorry about that last post. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head. A few hours after I wrote that, I went right back to binge eating. I realized somet...

04 nov 10

You ARE what you eat.

I ate over 2000 calories yesterday. Easily. Today i ate over 100. I write to deal with my emotions. This is what I wrote today. I was so close. I was only 5.4 pounds from my goal weight! BUT I ATE TH...

01 nov 10

eating.....

i ate today. Lots. Not super duper unhealthy, but a lot of stuff. I had perfect excuses, and they all would have worked. But i get around my family and its like i just want to eat eat eat and munch m...

31 oct 10

Weekend with the family!!

So i am spending the weekend with my mom and my grandma who are in town! I am super excited! I know it will be wonderful to see them again! I miss my grandma like you cannot imagine. :)But, I can cou...

29 oct 10

Are people really that stupid??

So, today i am feeling the consequenses of how much a ate yesterday. 125.6 2.2 pounds?? Seriously?But i went to the gym this morning! 700 calories burned!!! I did the treadmill, eliptical, and the bi...

28 oct 10

Day of weakness......

So, in my last post i mentioned having a "small snack" this morning because i was shaky....that small snack turned into:2 fruit roll ups: 160 calories2 nutri-grain bars: 260 caloriesi package...

27 oct 10

123.4!!!!

I lost .6 pounds yesterday! I have a feeling this is going to be another great day! I am eating a small snack this morning though. I woke up shaky and a bit dizzy, and i know it will only get worse i...

27 oct 10

LOWEST WEIGHT EVER!!!!

124.0!!!!!That is my lowest weight EVER!!! AHHH!!! And guess what!?!? That means i only have 4 pounds until my goal weight!!!!But wait.......guess what my BMI is now??? 16.8!!! WHOA!!!!I went to the ...

26 oct 10

I swear i will go to sleep after this......

i just weighed myself. 127.6. :( This is late at night so hopefully it will be less in the morning. I also just downed 3 mini milky way chocolate bars. (180 calories total....bleh! I feel weak. But s...

25 oct 10

Undeserving....

So tired.Have no energyNo drive to get my work done even though I have plenty.I am freezing cold inside and outI just want to sleep. All I ate today: 4 bites of turkey, steamed (and probably buttered...

25 oct 10

she just doesnt understand

I just talked to my best friend for the first time in over a week! We were haaving an awesome talk, then somehow we started talking about going to the gym, and i told her that i am going to try and w...

23 oct 10

DAAAAANCE!!!!!

I just got back from the homecoming dance!Turned out SOOOO much better than i thought! I always worry, but it really turned out good this time! The girls i went with did not dance, at all. They stood...

23 oct 10

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