My heart is heavy tonight. The beautiful, incredible, vibrant Jackie got some terrible news, just on the heels of WhyMommy (Susan Niebur) losing her battle. I hate cancer. I hate the unfair and imbal...
Where did I go right?How did I get you? I don't know how I did, but somehow now... I do. I'm about to play the biggest show of my life. I climbed a mountain yesterday and spent tonight ...
there's an incredible song by a band called Sherwood that has always resonated with me in a way that I'm not sure anything else has. sometimes I can't hear it, because it makes me want...
... but here it is, in black and white (and red!) for the entire effing universe to see. because oh my god, oh my DEAR GOD it is happening. I'm playing at the birthplace of American rock on Fe...
The last several days have been proof that I don't need to spend time in this town anymore. The friends I have here, with the exception of a few, are miserable here and tend to deal with that mi...
I'm not falling for it anymore. Wish I could lay here and say this didn't hurt like hell, that this wasn't the culmination of a lot of late (drunk) nights and stupid mistakes I'...
"Come with me, stay the night", you say the words... but boy it don't feel right. What do you expect me to say? You take my hand and say you've changed, but don't you know yo...
After what I honestly think is the most awesome Christmas gift EVER IN THE HISTORY OF EVER, I decided... hey, why not ask a few people locally to donate their unused/unecessary/leftover gifts to help...
As a rape victim, I can tell you that there are people who believe that your body is theirs for the taking, and they will DESTROY you in the hopes of keeping what they've stolen. Tonight, after ...
"I can't control my destiny, I trust my soul. My only goal is just... to be." This weekend I celebrated my life, my continued journey for healing, my friendship with two AMAZING peop...
this is SO MUCH EASIER than answering questions individually, so here it is, in it's completely pathetic and undignified glory, in detail: an explanation of just what the heck exactly has been h...
I have never been so honored in my life.Thank you, so much. Everyone, go here and read this, then read everything else she's has ever written. You won't be sorry.
I've been disappointed and overwhelmed by the past few seasons of SNL. I've loved the musical guest and hated the host, been disappointed at live performances and died laughing at the live ...
perfectly describes how I feel right now.
I have absolutely no words to account for the last four and a half hours.Where the HELL did that come from? I was so sure I was done. But here I am, nearly four years later, the same little 17 ye...
Today is my last day at ACU. I'm moving to California in January for treatment for the 11-year-hell that has been this eating disorder. I'm leaving behind my home, this state I've al...
Why on earth did I go to that audition? I had already decided otherwise for my life. Stupid dream, never happens, I'm so in love and everything is great! How is it that she knew me, and YOU kn...
Things are much clearer in hindsight, or after eating for the first time in three days and getting some actual, uninterrupted sleep. I cancelled my show.Gave the time slot to a friend who I screwed...
I know better than that.One of my bigger mistakes. You're not worth my tears or my trouble, and if you gave half a damn you'd be fighting for me instead of pusing me away. I hope you have f...
Why can I not stop singing JoJo's version of "Marvin's Room" over and over and over and feeling like I got kicked in the stomach? I know that song depresses me, but for some reaso...
Do you see this? or this? I feel like this is home.the way it all hits you when you step outside, the rush, the traffic, the crazy, the eclectic. they do a better job, I'll let them tell...
I read you loud and clear, motherfucker.
It's a couple days post-show, and I am so sick I can barely stand, so naturally I'm getting on a flight to California in two hours. Because that is just SO logical. I can't do anything...
Are you ready?Cuz I'm terrified to show you this, but dear God, here it goes. (Secret Love, originally by JoJo) (I Don't Want To, originally by Ashley Monroe) ...
You know what? As someone who has dealt with an eating disorder, with bullying, cyberbullying, being told she wasn't good enough, and all kinds of other awful things that pretty much set the t...
Every single time the song comes on, my heart drops for a second and my thoughts flood with memories of last summer, hot August days spent camping out on a friend's mattress while we waited for ...
I'm not going to regret this. This is the right thing, this is making you happy, this is giving you something to fight for. For once, you've got that crazy sparkle in your eye and you'...
This show is huge to me. I was asked to perform, didn't have to audition for a spot. I get to sing with someone awesome who is insanely talented and I'm SO glad to be sharing the stage. The...
Sometimes people make promises that they cannot keep.I am one of those people. especially when it comes to the things in my life that have been ripping me apart for over 10 years. like my depression,...
There is something about putting together a setlist for a show that absolutely floors me. I have this desire to get some kind of message across to my audience, to let them see how I'm feeling ...
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