Dear honeybeeYou are beautiful. Wonderful. A ray of sunshine.I cannot stress how much I wish that your heart will not give up.I want to let you know that you have made the past year of my life bearab...
I havent eaten normally in weeks now Its not simple like it was a year ago, as in its not sticking to 200 calories everyday no matter what, the brilliant yet awful days of anorexiaBut its restri...
My mum said today, after struggling with my veggie burger (121 calories), that they would still be going on our uber exciting trip to Australia in the summer, even if I had to be hospital, because I ...
Food never tastes as good as thin feelsNEVERExercise. on trackCalories. on trackDiet pills. on trackWill being thin solve my troubles. yesI am in limbo between recovery from anorexia and falling back...
I really want to go to university, and I know that starving wont get me thatIt was a bloody miracle I got what I did in my GCSEs last year considering I was in hospital whilst doing them with a...
I will be Thin, I have to be Thin.I will not give into those initial cravings and it will get easier I know it will I hope it will .... it did last timeI have started on laxatives... well i have...
Bones and beautyEnough said
I want things to be simple again, nothing but counting calories and stepping on the scales six times a day and doing my exercises and become a new person again shedding the skin that i hate to reveal...
We all make mistakes but starting monday im a new personlose 2 stone a month
Sorry I havent posted in agesI have been rotting slowly in hospital and finding it extremely hard to eatand so I havent, I havent even managed to eat my 200 caloriesIts as if I have given up on every...
Back to the in-patient unit after taking an overdose... and it feels shitI feel worse than I have ever been because now my anorexia is returning, I cutting my arms up, Im over exercising and Im suici...
The world of rabbits with red eyes and mushrooms equal life and never before have you seen Peter Pan.
My hospital appointment has been postponed until thursday which means i probably get a few more days of freedom. However the voice is killing me. Telling me to kill and hurt the most innocent beings ...
Im back bitches...200 calories a day max when im back to 6 stone im gonna get a tattoo like thisI will have this tattoo soon
Prozac is my drug...It means people can handle me (psss...I want to tell u a little secret, Im a FUCKING NUT)
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