Almost 2 years BONGO IS ME has been open .. I have always found words to write.... but now I find myself in such a deep black hole .... that I have lost interest in everything includ ing thi...
Its no secret that I am struggling ...I am temporarily closi ng down Bongo is me.. you can still join the hop or read and comment what you want too... I need space away from people...
Welcome to the Blogging and Friends blog hop. We are happy to see you here and look forward to reading your thoughts and ideas. We would like to take a moment to thank you for participati...
I havent had the energy to write.. Ju Ju has been upfront lately.. being the depressive she is.. leaves me feeling very lethargic... and wanting to sleep a lot.. I have little o...
So we went to the beach Friday.... so P could talk to Ju Ju.... she is creating havoc in and outside.. I wanted to know why.. I have no memory of anything that was said.... I just dont have enough aw...
THIS MOMENT A single photo No words capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remeadopted from SouleMama&nb sp;&n...
So while P was bouncin around.... I went into Sams folder and took at the ones... shes been showing me in the night.. the ones that have been creating nightmares... I saw them all.. felt nothin...
This is a series of guest posts ......its about real struggle..real life...real pain...and getting through to the other side....thank you to all my guests for helping me find my voice.......
Ive never gone back and read my own posts... if I did nothing would get published... but since I have been struggling lately.. I thought I could go back and maybe find some answers... unfortunat...
Recently, I participated in a Blog Hop I truly enjoyed. It gave me the opportunity to meet many new Bloggers, and read new material that I would have otherwise missed. This truly inspired me to...
She moved things off the table.. I knew her intent... she lifted the lid and there is was sand.. I took out people and buried them in the sand... and I took the lady and let her stand on top......
True to words.. I told P I was gonna write... and write I will.... . We talked about a recent suicide I learned about (RIP Sancheeta Biswas..the pain is over ) and we talked about a family I know wit...
So much to say .... and so few words I can find.. I saw P today and she did what I had asked of her...that was to... not let me distract and avoid.. So we were able to touch on some stuff....... I wa...
I have tears today..tears from fear... today is the day we were supposed to go back to trauma work.. I just couldnt do it.. I wasnt ready.... ready what is ready???? I had some light and some dark th...
THIS MOMENT A single photo No words Who do you think rides around in this???? capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remeadopte...
I saw P today and was much relieved to see her... She looked much better then she had these last weeks... thank fully she was able to get a full nights sleep... she held me and held my hand ..it was ...
Changing Whats Real Event At the beginning of each month ANNA will be showcasing a photo gallery displaying the original photo and the subsequent editions that have been done. &n...
I have seen such turmoil in the last few weeks.... I am amazed how things change so quickly.... not only in my own life but in the lives around me.... I have wanted to write... but have feared doing ...
Originating , at Its Tiger Time, You Tube Tuesday is a day set aside for sharing your favorite video. Feel free to join in and lets have fun seeing how creative us bloggers can be! Eac...
This post is a little different.... kind of... P is still away from the office.... in the throws of a family emergency.... and I am overwhelmed ... with such mixed emotions. True to my words ... I am...
I have been trying to write for a few days now..... and I just havent had the words..... sometimes there is just so many thoughts, emotions, voices....etc.. that I just cant slow down enough to get t...
BONGO IS ME... got a facelift..... Id love to here what you think..... go ahead.... leave a comment below... i really want to know honestly what you think... goood... bad..... or indifferent.... As&n...
Looking down from the ceiling.... I see a 9 year old girl named Sam... being tortured ..... her young innocent body being .. tied.... prodded... scraped..... gasping for breath as he lays on top of h...
So what Im needing is just not happening....I still though I love Z have so much unfinished business with him...And I still have that unbelievable fe ar of rejection... Though he is back fro...
Its been a really weird couple of weeks.... the emotions are high... and the tears dont stop.... even with P I am fighting the tears still.... Im fighting everything.... the words are not coming out ...
Today was like a boxing match with P.... I boxed all the time with Z... but not with P..... Bongo and I were both there.and Sam was desperately tryi ng to come out t...
I have been lost... swimming in some great abyss... P thinks I have been on some private beach in my mind.... I dont know if shes right or not... I can tell you I thought I was dead... no one was mor...
THIS MOMENT A single photo No words Whos feet ya suppose these are??? capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remeadopted from &...
About a year and a half ago, when Z said he was leaving. He made a tape of his voice bringing Bonnie to her beach.. I had the bright idea Of Bringing the tape to P today and using it, in hopes ...
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