Love is the best and the worst. It builds up strong barriers of emotion and attachment, then tears them down in simple actions and words. Trust acts as a key ingredient for the exchange of only three...
The sun is hotter in Los Angeles. The reflection of the heat off the concrete causes a constant clamminess on my skin as I walk to and from classes. Who am I kidding? College is everything I didnt th...
I forgot. I should update you on my love life. Awkward Moment: I hadnt been responding to Mr. Gorgeous texts and calls because I WAS interested in Someone Else, but finding out that Someone Else went...
Ive been too busy to blog. Endlessly running from graduation party to graduation party, lunch dates and endless doctors appointments is time-consuming. Currently, Im attempting to dodge a surgery, a ...
I went to my college orientation. I met new people, registered for classes... you know the routine. So heres where the story begins: frankly, I was intoxicated on "the row." Around 2 am I was...
Im now becoming wary of all my good luck today. First, it started with my mom sneaking a fun-size bag of Skittles into my purse. Then, I was given two pickle slices (my favorite) with my sandwich fro...
My goodness. Things seem to fall into my lap when I expect them least. Kissing my four-year crush on Senior Prom. Epic. Although I was convincingly attacked at the mouth, nonetheless, I can check a b...
Mr. Let Me Love You Then called me at 1:14 am last night. Sadly, this was a usual calling time for him when we were together. He didnt leave a voicemail, this is normal. Unfortunately I was not awake...
Our one-minute conversation from the other night still rings in my ears. Our one-minute dating fiasco that fizzled when you went back to school still rings in my heart. Your text put a smile on my fa...
I know she uses me. I know she honestly doesnt care about me. But under all the deceiving expressions, bad actions, and straight lies to my face, I just feel bad. She constantly complains about drama...
Those perfectly memorized phrases seemed to be the first words of a how to be a player journal. Each compliment, those soft brown eyes actually turned out to be your nice guy personality, and sadly, ...
Official: Mr. Let Me Love You Then has been out of my life for almost 2 months, and Id take him back in a heartbeat nothing he could do or say can change that. I was tired of not hearing his voi...
I write my posts and sometimes when I am completely done translating my thoughts into anonymous words, I decide it was a stupid post. SO, in an untitled document on my computer, I have a culmination ...
What happened to the nice, handsome, funny, well-tempered, straightforward boys? That is a long grocery list of good qualities but earlier in my life I thought the jackpot of men was in Newport Beach...
I prefer to keep my religious practices private. As do most people. So I go to church with my family every Sunday morning, rain or shine, and I sit there waiting for God to directly tell me what to d...
I think I have a girl crush. Not in a sexual way at all (anyone who has their mind in the gutter). Im telling you, this girl does everything. Ive been at school with her for I think at least fou...
I specifically dont have a formspring or gossip about people because Id like to think that everyone either is fond of me, neutral of my being, or doesnt care about my existence. It sucks to hear that...
You are dangerous. Thrilling. You live with your toes hanging over the cliff and crazily stumble through life with a keen eye of perception. Being in the car while you drive scares the hell out of me...
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