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whats left to say… we all know this is where i’d end up… how long did you think i...

whats left to say… we all know this is where i’d end up… how long did you think i could go on playing happy go lucky… i mean, all the pills in the world can’t change the fact that i have lost my...

am about to start a roid cycle. any suggestion for a gear? i want to be as huge as you.

My cycle right now… 3000 mg of Test Enanthate a week, 2500 mg of Nandrolone Decaonate and 300 mg of Trenbolone Acetate. With 5iu of Human Growth Hormone everyday. I’m waiting until i pop. Or my...

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going to fire island this weekend?

No thanks. I’ll be in Chicago… Lets see if i can hang onto my sobriety…

James... lm 16. When l hit 18, would you let me have you as my first? lm not sure about bottoming... but l would love to top you... :)

Sure, i’d love to ruin your life.

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You are a twat. All you do is pollute the internet with your narcissism and hatefulness. Go to church. Read self-help books. Get fat and become a lesbian. Go to community college. Stop making so much gross and lame porn. Get a life.

I love how you called it “gross and lame” porn. That was a good laugh. Thank you.

Your apartment rent is approximately $3,500 a month. The cheapest room rate at the OUT is approximately $379 per night. You eat out every night, you take care of two dogs, and dress in designer clothes. I am really in awe of the type of money that you make. Wow, to make so much that you can literally keep a high cost apartment in one place and stay in a lavish hotel a stones throw away makes me wish that I listened to you instead of my guidance counselor. Congrats!

Really? Where are you getting this information?

why are you so gorgeous? when can you come to Victoria, British Columbia? I would take you into the forest and maybe just look at you ...

ohhh… booooo… i thought your were gonna say… “take you in the forest and bury an axe in your head”…

If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you...

If you fall asleep down by the water baby i’ll carry you all the way home everybodies gotta love someone but i just wanna love you dear everybodys gotta feel something i just wanna feel you my dear...

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Bro, not looking for a retweet or a post. Just a bit of knowledge it took me a long time to understand. If you define yourself by outside input, you'll never be happy. You need to know and honor yourself. You ended a relationship because it no longer worked for you. What that person thinks or says is their problem. Please don't judge yourself by what that person thinks or says. I know, easier said than done. But its part of growin and being a man fully.

First off, lets avoid calling me “Bro”…Bro. I understand myself really well and i understand people. I see the underbelly of the world while most the of the world floats in the clouds. And what it...

Am I reading too much into your latest tweet "about sweating out the drugs" in concluding that you have quit using drugs of all type and are presently detoxing? I would be overjoyed if that were the case considering that I have long since believed that your drug use, beginning in high school, has only served to worsen and magnify your mental health issues. I have also become concerned about the likelihood that you may develop Hepatic encephalopathy as a result of your abuse. Your thoughts?

Damn i was doing so good… then LA happened and i get swept away… but yes, your goddamn right… i’m back at the gym, sweating that shit out… and i’m almost right back to where i left off… my brain...

Hi Erik, I just came across this site and can I say your posts bring me some kind of hope for myself. I never got into hardcore meth but have an addiction to amyl, anonymous sex & am very impulsive. My ex too made my feel worthless, called me scum & nearly drove me to ending my life, I guess he was hurt but he can't see the pain I'm in, people are so quick to judge but they don't know what it is like to feel like you have no family, when everyone around you kicks you down, dies or leaves. thnku

No no no… thats retarded… you just sound like your addicted to being gay… all that shit your complaining about, comes standard. Wait… your addicted to poppers? Do you put it in a pipe and smoke it?...

Hope you get well soon. I spent the night reading your blog or whatever this tumblr thing is called. ive watched your videos but didnt realise all this was going on behind the scenes. anyway. lots of love from melbourne! (ps had a great crush on this guy from long island when i visited america last year. turned out to be a big jerk but doesnt stop me having a soft spot. oh wait that was Staten island!

i don’t get it… should i read more into this or what…

This song seems to never get old… and it always makes me...

This song seems to never get old… and it always makes me cry at the end of Donnie Darko… The Newest spin on it…

All the best. I hope you get better, soon!

What a waste of energy.

Last one wasn’t good enough, to dark, anyways, I wonder...

Last one wasn’t good enough, to dark, anyways, I wonder how my liver feels, poor thing.

i guess in love with always feeling down…

i guess in love with always feeling down…

More viens… more options…

More viens… more options…

How do you maintain your body when you go on all these drug binges...(Revised )

(is it just me or is anyone else’s Tumblr, fucking up?, Every question i answer, when it loads, it puts in the wrong question… anyways, i spent some time answering this one, so i put it in my text...

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What is the hardest obstacle you’ve had to overcome?

is that right

Do you write your own questions on this blog sometimes?

I wonder if this is just a sick ploy of a genius, and we are getting played hard!

If this doesn’t get your heart racing… your dead...

If this doesn’t get your heart racing… your dead inside…

Since you asked…

Since you asked…

Do you use any gay dating mobile apps like scruff, grindr, jackd, etc. that are becoming increasingly popular?

No… But Its funny how i’m still considered a slut when everyone has these things… I don’t know, i feel so out of the loop… Sure, my Ex and I had Grindr while we were together (at the end), but i...

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Wow, The Sword sure knows how to make me feel ugly with all...

Wow, The Sword sure knows how to make me feel ugly with all those old pics… Here’s something from 2 days ago… 30 isn’t that bad…