(clothes: le petit petit. sunglasses: chanel)I love uLoved ones. I think u have seen it coming. By the time your read this my life on this blog will be over. There are many reasons. Most of them just...
(Trenchcoat - Max Mara)I miss u.
Things I wish I didnt remember:The way dads friends looked @ me when I was fourteen.How I once let one of them touch my blouse.Or that one time @ Hilton when a man bought me a glass of wine because h...
Feels like my head is an empty vault. I wake up, walk outside, lay down on the grass and gaze @ the sky. I dont even bother to pour my madeira into one of grannys crystal glasses, I just bring the wh...
Dark sky, Madeira by the pool. The days without Black are starting 2 feel like one long red-wine soaked autumn. I have some news about the FUNERAL, but first.*Ive gotten many comments and emails aski...
"The most intense pleasures occur in despair."*What do u want, heaven or hades? Rainbows or dirt?
I see something in the corner of my eye, but when I turn around theres nothing there. Maybe Ive finally fallen asleep. But I cant b sure, can I?Close my eyes I close my eyes and try try try to drift ...
I cant STAND it. The heat makes me dizzy. I take grannys old -47 Buick Cabriolet out of the garage and I KNOW its a mistake, something that will have consequences (I vaguely remember something the ga...
Again, insomnia and this weird sadness. Then in the lonely hours I read what you wrote of me and I blush and everything I put into this is again worthwhile.♥ Insolente Parisienne♥ Its not just a bag♥...
Cant sleep.Its that stupid gray bird. Hes out there in the darkness somewhere hidin and just as Im about to doze off he makes this sad cry as 2 remind me my own loneliness. Whats the cure 4 insomnia?
(Pale skin: Sunblock & Shade.)Vintage lace, a stormy sky, madeira, madeira stains, a talking bear, ancient useless guns, repulsively expensive underwear.*What else?*Update: why do ppl think of lo...
It is late now. Outside the soft Bel Air darkness has fallen, and I sit here in my grandmothers bed, in my grandmothers house in my grandmothers city. Alone with my memories. -The duck with the broke...
(Dress: The salvation army)As you remember, Black, my best friend and Achilles left me a week ago. Said she was going 4 a walkabout. Well, today the loneliness of grannies house was 2 much 4 me, and ...
Suddenly Im "hyped" and "celebrity blogger" and (drumroll) :1. Get invited 2 the opening of Victorias Secret in Pasadena. 2. Get 25 free cans of Monster if I pick them up @ some downt...
(Dress: Malo SS 2009)HEAT. Sweat, flesh and no where 2 hide. @ least not outside.So I spent the morning walking through grannys wardrobes. Smell of mothballs, old perfume and expensive fabric.As...
(Nightgown: vintage Christian Dior)TODAYS OUTFIT: In a rusty metal box behind the collected works of Shakespeare I find a bottle of perfume. With dusty, shaky fingers I remove the cap and let one dro...
(Jacket from Le Petit Petit, Sunglasses from Cutler and Gross)This morning I woke up with the feeling that TODAY something had changed, something subtle, something I didnt understand yet. I got to my...
(Skirt - bleached Haider Ackermann)Sorry I keep you waiting. Theres a storm in my head.
(Dress: Alice + Olivia)Sittin on my bed, heart beating, staring @ my phone, sweating. Yes. Grannys aircondition is broke AGAIN and five mexican "repairmen" succeeded in no more than expressin...
(Cape: M M Margiela)I have big news coming up. Stay tuned my baby bunnies!
(Basque: Agent Provocatore. Panties: La Perla. Lingerie war!)I remember lit class back in Karelia. "Everyone" teacher sez "has their own Madeleine cake. Just close your eyes and try 2 rem...
(Dress: Vintage Valentino)Distant sounds of traffic woke me from my dreams. Outside, white sky and a breathtakingly clear day. I put on grannys old silk robe, the one she took from the set design of ...
Just woke up, reflections of the pool in the ceiling. Decided 2 turn over and sleep some more. Then Aloysius told me. Today is Facebook day. And it IS. So all you readers, please be my friend HERE ON...
(Pants - Miu Miu)Sitting in my back yard under the walnut tree sippin grannys last Madeira. Humid air, sounds of the city far away. Its four in the morning. The nights are so quiet here in Hollywood....
(Sweater - Rodebjer)This morning I woke up with a weird feeling. Half asleep I climbed the canyon, almost reached the sign.Now I sit here and watch the city inhale cars. Its a lovely morning, ocean b...
I wake up to the sound of birds. The city hasnt even begun to heat up yet, but I cant go back to sleep. The FUNERAL is getting closer and it occupies my mind, like the troops of a foreign country. In...
I know youre all dying 2 hear what Aloysius told me two nights ago.Ive told you about his mood swings, outbursts and most lately - various diseases. Ive been alternating between irritation and worry....
(Skirt: céline.)TODAYS OUTFIT: head among the clouds.
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