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The Ana/Mia Chronicles
anamiachronicles.blogspot.com
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A place to discuss your eating disorder struggles, ideas, thoughts, and whatever else pops into your head.
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...goodbye...

Hi girls,I wanted to say goodbye to everyone, because I have chosen the path I really wanted for long time. I always wanted : freedom and to be strong, and I think this is the first time I reall...

3 days ago

I hate myself

I knew this would happen, but I felt so invincible.I feel like shit.Im pregnant.I cant be skinny now.I hate myself.I want to hate this baby thats not even inside me yet, its not even a baby yet, its ...

3 days ago

Bleh

I dont want to post, because my weight is up and my willpower is down.Im sick of being fat. But Im also sick of hating myself because Im fat. Why cans I be fat and happy?And nobody gives a fuck anywa...

4 days ago

I Got Another

Got another pregnant comment.Im not, and it makes me feel so disgusting.Dale and I got into a fight about my E.D because I dont think he understands why I cant just, up and change it, Not that I blam...

24 may 12

Pissed off at the scale

So Im doing my end-of-week progress report today (Thursday) instead of tomorrow because my mom will be at home tomorrow and I probably wont be able to post.I have been absolutely perfectly good this ...

24 may 12

Todays hasnt been so well.

Well heres the situation.Everyday I shoot for 450 cals, I randomly binge at night, and will really miss the mark.so today Im determined not to do that, and to instead stay at 450.All was good until w...

23 may 12

Its been a While....

Hi everyone Im going to start posting.  I was down to 113.1 and Im 5 foot seven inches.  I slipped now Im 125 pounds.  I know I should be happy but instead I feel ughly and fat.  ...

23 may 12

I Feel So Ugly

And its just that.I feel nasty, disgusting, fat, flabby, sweaty, puffy, bloated. Gross.Like last night, Dale and I were doing it.And I mean, there was a different reason for why this happened, and he...

22 may 12

Guilty much D:

The boyfriend bought me a Strawberry & Cream Cheese Croissant this morning with a Carton of Earl Grey Milk Tea from a Hotels Cafe today.  I ate it without thinking and I just checked the car...

22 may 12

Im on track and doing terribly?!

okay, so the other day I litterally had enough.I was at work and this girl from my old color-guard troupe came in, and goes, "Oh wow! How far along are you?!" I wanted to die.Im not pregnant....

21 may 12

Good Monday

So its Monday morning 06:20 and I am on 70.4 kg (155.2 lbs). Now I dont expect anyone to understand what a massive big deal this is, but all I can offer as explanation is - this is the lowest I have ...

21 may 12

Scaleless.

Really, I just have no balance. Recently, I was diagnosed (finally) as anorexic with bulimic tendencies. I guess that was a relief? However, my psychiatrist didnt even bother to tell me I should stop...

18 may 12

Weight vs body fat

Ive once again been pondering the whole weight vs body fat issue after I saw pics of finalists from some 12-week challenge thing. Check out the finalists:1. Before: 71kg, 33.8% body fat  &n...

18 may 12

I did. Okay

I did okay yesterday. I had about 600 calories.And I hate myself. I hate being so fat.I almost wondered. You know how people say with our problem, they look in the mirror and see their fat, when hone...

17 may 12

This helped me, & I hope it helps you too!

This helped me, & I hope it helps you too! So you binged- now what?Whatever the circumstances, you indulged in a binge. Now you’re likely feeling arange of emotions: guilt for having eaten s...

17 may 12

The Weight I Gained Is Unacceptable

I will not allow this anymore. 400 cals only. If I go over?I better excersize that shit off.I dont know how I would punish myself. Myabe not weigh myself for a day and a half after I ate.I need a goo...

16 may 12

Another goal not met

So its Wednesday afternoon, Im on 70.5-ish, and my birthday is tomorrow. Ill get under 70 by tomorrow (hopefully) but definitely not under 69 (obviously).  I really annoy myself. Sometimes Im su...

16 may 12

Not Much To Say

Besides I have no control.None.Waffles this morning.My house is a fucking mess.And Im fat. fat. fat. fat.I wish I coudl just rip all this weight off.I hate being this way.

15 may 12

I found my first gray hair today. Im only 24. Ive been dreading my 25th birthday and this just made it worse.... This is the worst year of my life. No joke. I got fired, gained after losing so much w...

14 may 12

I hate the comppulsive side

Being an ex compulsive eater is so fuvcking terrible.Because you have moments, when it all fucking comes back.Like. Thsi entire weekend.Lets see, it started on my girls day, where I consumed like 6 f...

14 may 12

"Physiologica l find-a-word"

I did this and I swear to all that is holy, the first three words I found were:FunnyBrokenFatNow how fing depressing is that?!

12 may 12

Treat Yourself

So last night I was on 400 cals, and didnt go over 290.SO FREAKING HAPPY!I weighed myself today. 144.6EVEN HAPPIER!I have 600 cals today, and so far Ive only had 360. Salad the rest of the day.So tod...

11 may 12

Quick update

Hi everyoneIts Friday morning and Im on 70.3kg (155lbs). So Im doing pretty good. I was perfectly well-behaved this week. Except for the leftover cottage pie I ate yesterday morning, but I purged aft...

11 may 12

Rearranged

Hi girls, whats up? Ive been a little stressed on this days. Trying to accept the fact I gained 4 pounds the past week :(. I promissed to someone I would, and I did, but I have never promised I would...

11 may 12

Love Text Buddies!

Its going so well.Im on 600 cals today.Havent eaten a single thing.Binged last night but still only weigh 146.2So happy.

10 may 12

Buddies, Downpours, and Weightloss

Lets see.I just gained some of the BEST! Texting buddies from here! All so supportive.I just started a 0 2 4 6 8 diet (one day you eat 0, the next 200 cals, the next 400, and so on, but then once you...

09 may 12

I dunno that Ive hated life as much as I do right now. At this fucking second. I guess the good news is when you hate life, you lose your appetite right? Whats the point anyway. I mean I made myself ...

08 may 12

150 Pounds of Bullshit

I hate being fat.Good thing Ive landed an accountability partner :DWere going to be texting about our calorie count for the day to really get each othe rmotivated :DAnyone else want to text me?(720 4...

07 may 12

Today was a good day

I gotta say, I feel good today.  Not because I weigh less, because I dont.  I just hated on myself a little less today.  BF came home.  We went out to lunch with friends, did...

07 may 12

Feeling slightly better...

Hi all. So its Sunday night right now. I finally got the courage to get on the scale this afternoon. Im back around 72kg. But Im not being too hard on myself at the moment.  Obviously at the bac...

07 may 12

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