I would like to declare this blog el finito. Bankrupt. Even though my head is filled with things; I can’t put it into words anymore. Instead, I wander around the rainy streets of London listeni...
I should rename this blog to “The montly report of Evija’s life”… So what have you guys missed? Well, quite a lot. Got into a fight with a fotball player (yes, a guy). Think I...
It’s April and the spring is here in London. Is there anything or anyone who brings more happiness than spring? No. Although I’ve heard that during spring a lot of people get depressed, d...
I really hate people wo are in their late teens/twenties, and still can’t let go of their mummies hand. It’s pathetic. And people who blame their laziness on lack of money, and that they ...
February 12, 2008 “Jag börjar komma in i nya dåliga vanor. Väldigt dåliga. Men jag vill inte sluta. Och nej, jag pratar inte om den dagliga chokladbollen” February 7, 2008 “Jag gill...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY (past nicknames can count): 1. Evija 2. Ewy 3. Evisan THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Realsweet_girl (I was 9 years old.. ok?) 2. evijaaa 3. fyfarao (ahahhaa) THREE PHYSICA...
Long time no see, dear few readers. I’m surprised to see that so many still pop by every day… fascinating. The spring is officially here in London. It’s sunshine and blue skies, and...
Lately I’ve been dreaming too much. Confusion is rushed in to delusion. The benefit of the doubt with other words. It doesn’t work out in the long run I’ve been told. Worrying about...
Wow. So this is how it feels being off a WHOLE weekend. Since I didn’t go out that much in Australia (well, not as much as I usually go out here…) I did a thing I haven’t done in qu...
Yup, still no feelings. Pretty numb…. And now I’m starting to think that I might end up in Stockholm this fall. How shittie wouldn’t that be. I might as well jump off a cliff tomorr...
Aaaaaaaah, help! I think I’ve lost something very important. I can’t feel anything. Me feelings seem to have run away… It’s all so… indifferent to me. And that is scary....
So.. where was I? Oh yes, I survived the 30h flight and am now in London. With a few more layers of clothing of course. And I must admit how incredibly shocked I am when people on the street bump int...
In 5h I will be in the car on my way to Sydney airport. I will be boarding a plane and sitting there for 12h. Then I will be in Beijing airport. For 6h. And then I will be boarding another plane and ...
I’m back to civilization!! New Zealand was b-e-a-utiful! No doubt. BUT… (there is a but, believe it or not) it is simply beautiful. That’s it. And relaxing. Don’t go there for...
As I was boaring, I started to realize where I’m going. I just booked the ticket last week so I wasn’t fully aware of what I’ve done. But then there I was, on new zealand ground. Re...
A psychologist named William James said that emotions occur as a direct result of physiological changes. Would that mean that we first have sex, and then feel in love? I hope not. All I know, that if...
Today I am being reminded of how it feels the day after a few drinks. My little vacation here has before last night, felt like a very long AA meeting. It’s been all about relax, relax and relaa...
Lately my personal diary has become extrmely fillded with self-perception. Every night I lie awake thinking of these things I do and why. And just question every aspect of… everything. Writing ...
I was walking around Sydney to find the perfect place (read café) where I can sit down and sit for hours. There aren’t that many places that would make me want to do that. As I was walking, I p...
Maybe I should consider this whole “new years resolution” again and perhaps take action against my awful personality? I’m not nice, and I’ve been ok with that. Why go the extr...
Gah, it’s raining. And I’m on the other side of the world. And it’s 2010. And I’ve to write my statement letter, but in 3h I’ve managed to write 2 sentences. Well done t...
It is that time again. Tomorrow is the last day of 2009. Truly an end of an era, we are leaving the 00-decade and entering -10. The first thought I get when thinking of 2009 is anxiety. Perhaps a tea...
- Bars are called Hotels… and there is no fucking way you’ll know that until you ask “Why does all your hotels have bars with no reception areas?” - No one takes the bus. NO O...
So this is what happens when you get up at 3.30am.. you fall asleep 4pm in the afternoon and wake up at 11pm. So here I am… 2am in the morning, watching Sex and the city and eating sleeping pil...
I’m heeeeeeeeere!!!!! Landed yesterday at 7am, and was well tired after 25h traveling. Started with some lunch with my cousin Amy and Laima at the Cronulla beach. It sooooo nice there. Woke up ...
I’ve had such a great day today. Must tell you that, because it’ not too often these good days happen. It started with the best breakfast ever with my man. Then meeting up Kaka at our new...
Can’t believe it’s my next to last day at No.11. Had my leaving party last night and I think I had like 4 glasses of wine, but ended up a bit tooo drunk. It feels like it doesn’t ma...
Hectic days come and go. I keep myself busy 24/7 so I forget how fast time goes by. Yesterday a part of the aussies left London to go back to their beloved, warm, sunny country. I don’t blame t...
What is this? People are funny. I don’t even know how I can explain us, and I usually have an explaination for everything. We come.. and then we go. What is that? Amd we don’t just go. No...
I remeber those days when I complained that people say “I love you” too much. The days when it was said to strangers, you know, as if its the new good bye. Those days seem to be gone now....
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