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blogg om ana, simple plan, vännerna, konserter, tankar, längtan, saknad, hat och allmäna saker; mitt liv.
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days are passing and its getting closer to the end...

In 4 days my flight leaves to London. These are my last days living in Sweden, for atleast 3 years. A new life is beginning for me. New enviroment, new people, new lifestyle. Tho I know I will have a...

11 sep 10

workoholic...

sorry, again!been working. much. 220hrs in august (overtime with 43hrs... and im ana. and i go to the gym becides that. aand i hang out with friends. dont ask me how i do it, i have no fuckin idea). ...

02 sep 10

when there is no limit.

gym. pushing myself so hard that i thought i was gonna cry, puke and faint all at the same time. until i couldnt stop shaking, my legs feeling like spaghetti and my head so heavy. walking out of ther...

27 aug 10

5 weeks has passed..

.. and im yet again so sorry for not blogging regularly. but yea im alive!!but seriously, ive been CRAZYYYy busy. working 210hrs last month, this month(august) will be up there around 210-215hrs aswe...

26 aug 10

i told another lie today, and i got through this day, no one saw through my games...

... i know the right words to say, like "i dont feel well", "i ate before i came". then someone tells me how good i look, and for a moment, for a moment i am happy. but when im alone,...

19 jul 10

los angeles - home - jönköping - home.

im aliveee!!! so sorry about not blogging, there hasnt been any time. the moment i found out i got accepted to kingston uni, eversince, there has been a million things to fix. 2 things left and im in...

16 jul 10

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT ACCEPTED TO KINGSTON UNIVERISTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT AN UNCONDITIONAL OFFER!!!!!!!!!!1 THAT IVE ALREADY THANKED YES FOR (the min i got home)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

09 jun 10

at last, an update!

sorry that ive been so unactive. been sick, been working, been drinking and my cough just wont give in.been exhastued, been stressed, been nervous, been in panic, been restricting really hard. sober ...

08 jun 10

the end of an era!!!!

i remember the first time we met. october 31st 2008. anna and her friend mäzi had come to visit frida & thea in the que to simple plan. it was darkoutside, just a few hours before we got to go inside...

02 jun 10

meaningless drinking - i think not!

so sorrryy, my blog update about my wifeyyy will be up soon! i havent had the energy too.but ok, point is i got a comment saying something about meaningless drinking. ok, so, thing is i dont drink js...

01 jun 10

London - where the wild things happen

hell yeh!!i was sober for 1 day/night, the rest was spent drinking.i was gonna write a loooooooong update with a lot of details from every single day. and did. and realised it was too long and no one...

30 may 10

meeting, gym, pack, getting ready mentally, pack some more...

yep, my day today. meeting at work (assistantmeeting). went to the gym, was there for 1hr and 20mins. that is 30km (counted wrong on FB for those who has me on there HAHA.) of jogging and cycling tog...

19 may 10

nervousness. 2 days left.

.. im starting to get really nervous. and a gut-feeling i dont like at all (always get that gut feeling when im travelling alone, doesnt matter where or for how long really haha). im nervous about ge...

17 may 10

"everyday we ignore how truly broken this world is and we tell ourselves its all going to be ok...

//hayley, one tree hill s07e21 (newest, aired in the US this monday)true story...worked thurs&fri. insane days. really, crazy. 10hrs of woork each day (shift is at 8hrs).today, running arrends in tow...

15 may 10

busy busy busy!

SOOO sorryyy for the loss of updates. ive been crazy busy eversince thursday. by the way- the day was amazing!! well until me&anna got to my appartment and i read a mail that was rather upsetting... ...

11 may 10

dadumdiiiduum!!!!

going to systembolaget to buy lots of alcohol - check.todays first CHEERS - check (at noon. 12pm, HAHA!!) now: gilmore girls with wiiifeey and continue pepping for toooniiighttt!!! ;)

06 may 10

im officially old...

... im turning 20 years todayyyy!!!! its only 9am (i woke up an hour ago) and it feels weird, to be 20, you know. no longer a teenager. GOOD and werid. and the thought that ive wasted litterally all ...

06 may 10

this is 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will, 5% pleasure and 50% pain.

... and a hundred percent reason to remember the name.fort minor - remember the name. im soooooo exhausted and ive got this major headache (haha i knooow, i shouldnt be by a computer but wth.).just c...

03 may 10

you are my disaster i cant stop chasing after.

silverstein - my disaster

02 may 10

this is a disaster and i cant get past her..

..im breathing and i cant feel a thing. i need a cure for this disease, and holding back wont change a thing. in fear and faith - live love die. that part is like.. well the disease (her) is ana... p...

01 may 10

one step ahead...

... at work, lol. hellofaday. im so exhausted. too exhausted for humanity. im too exhausted to even sleep.im not hungry. i feel like the fattest person on planet earth- even when i havent eaten. my s...

28 apr 10

things change...

... into worse.new plan: fuck recovery. fuck sick-listed. im gonna starve and work until i collapse. yes somehing has happend. i read my sick-list paper that i was gonna send in today, form the ED cl...

27 apr 10

the hills obsession

these past days ive been watching the hills

24 apr 10

ke$ha - tik tok parody

so hilariousss!! and this song, is now my ring signal, hahaha, its soo awesome!!!(thank you, youtube downloader programme thingy hahahhah) aaaaaaand i thank my friend Linn for linking this to me a co...

21 apr 10

and i just cant look, its killing me and taking control.

i know ive used the headline a couuple of times before. it just fits in quite often, lol.too weak to do anything but lay in my bed watching some tv show on my computer. walking to the bathroom is tou...

21 apr 10

Emergency Room

stomachpain. unstandible. ER yesterday. 6 hours. bloodtests. other tests. waiting. talking. doctor on call said that it might be either my appendix, or some other tarm, or the overies. i had a fever ...

18 apr 10

the big bang theory

so awesomely funny. oonly problem is that when i laugh my stomach hurts even more. uuhhhhg. and i dont wanna go to the ER... i hate hospitals! unless im working there hah. becides watching TBBT on my...

15 apr 10

im going under.

indeed.horrible day. my day begon like this: the bus i was gonna take to the ED clinic(stops right outside), NEVER showed up.. hence i had to take a bus to mariebergs galleria and get off at a bus st...

14 apr 10

caaalifooorniiiaa a here we cooomeee!! (dude, im serious)

... its gonna be LEGENDARYYYYYYY!!!me & my family's going to the us (for the 3rd year in a row haha). this time we're heading to californiaaaaa. more accuretly, Santa Monica, LA, Cali, OMGGG!!! we ar...

13 apr 10

i've become so numb, i can't feel you there..

.. i've become so tired, so much more aware.......uuuuuuhhhggg.today s intake: 3dl lowfat yoghurt at noon (12pm) and i swear to god i felt nauseous until 5pm, i was soooooo stuffed. total ammount of c...

13 apr 10

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