Today Kobe and I were invited to attend the Kings Meadows High School assembly to see a new memorial plaque for Aaron that had been placed on the wall in the gym, and also to present the Kingy Cup to...
After two months of waiting and a lot of money (thank you again to all of those who donated money to us and made it possible to get exactly what we wanted) Aaron and Noahs grave markers are in the ho...
Harri surprises me every day with the things he says and does since Aaron passed away. Those who know Harri, know that hes not usually the one to be so kind and sensitive. Its not that he...
Hi Honey,Its hard to believe that we havent seen you for four months. Its hard to believe that you are really gone and are never coming back. We miss you so much. The days are so long without you.&nb...
Since Aaron passed away Ive realised how much he did around the house. I always knew how lucky I was as he was always so hands on with the boys, and also with helping me, but after he passed away I w...
Its so nice that Jalen is doing something that he enjoys so much still, and has something to look forward to during the week. Hes been so upset since Aaron died, so it has been nice having him jump i...
Ive stopped going to the cemetery so much now that the weather has cooled off. I dont feel like its a place that makes me feel closer to Aaron and Noah, as I feel close to them at home, b...
You would think that paying off your mortgage would be pretty much one of the best days of your life. That is unless the reason you are able to pay it off is because your husband died.It is alm...
Yesterday we went to our first live Hawthorn game for the season at Aurora Stadium. Kobe hung out with Steph, Chloe and Hugh at Treasure Island (thanks Steph!) and Eden and Lachie joined ...
I was hoping that my lack of blogging yesterday didnt worry people. I am planning on cutting back a bit on my blog (for me cutting back probably means blogging five times a week instead of seve...
No one ever dreams that one of their children is going to die before they do, but that is what we were told when Noah was nine weeks old. That same day we made the decision to give him the best...
Kobe has his routines before he goes to bed every night. If you dont do it right, then it takes ages for him to settle down to sleep, so instead of trying to rush him to bed I just take the time to d...
Because the boys are sad about Daddy a lot of the old rules we used to have in the house are gone. Aaron and I would never let the boys sleep in our bed unless they were sick. We had Noah...
While going through some photos on the computer I came across a few that were taken back in November last year, after Noah had passed away. I remember it being a really hard time and we were b...
They say that holidays are hard when you have had someone pass away, but I dont think I was prepared for how hard this Mothers Day would be. Losing a child and then having to celebrate being a ...
Things are changing a lot this year, including my sister Nicki and brother in law Alex and their kids moving away. Today they begin their new adventure as they have moved to Melbourne, as Alex ...
Tonight the boys and I went to visit Aarons Step Mum, Carrol for Mothers Day. We knew we wouldnt get there over the weekend as we are busy, so we thought wed surprise them. They were happ...
It was hard enough putting all of Noahs special things into a blanket box, knowing that there were so many special memories, photos and items all put in one box. It was hard to know that after ...
A couple of weeks ago I had the first case of working mothers guilt (is that even a term!?;) as Harri came home with the school newsletter which said that his cross country race was going to be on on...
Its seven months today since Noah passed away. I knew it was coming up, but I didnt realise until half way through Pump class at the gym this morning what the date was. I lent over and sa...
Who wouldve thought that putting on this sexy blue polo top on three times a week would bring me so much joy!? The weekends are really hard right now as it was always the time we spent together as a ...
Kobe had jumped out of the bath and I found him sitting in the nude, looking at this picture. I asked him what he was doing and he said looking at this picture of Jesus - its very special. It w...
Today the boys and I headed to Liffey Falls to meet up with an old friend that I grew up with. Rachelle and I went to school and church together as kids, and spent a lot of time together. ...
I was excited to be asked by Harris teacher if I would like to be parent help on an excursion with his class to Seahorse World at Beauty Point. It worked out well as it happened to be on one of...
When Aaron and I first started using Instagram we had fun doing one of the photo a day challenges. I stopped half way through the month, but Aaron kept it going and this is the pic he put up fo...
A couple of years ago we had Bieber Fever in the house. Kobe still has a love for Justin Bieber, but there is now a new disease in the house - Harri has One Direction Infection. He LOVES ...
Out of the three boys Jalen is struggling the most since Aaron died. Most days he is really down, but Tuesdays he is a lot different. On Tuesdays he has drama after school with LYTE...
I first heard about Stephanie Nielson from my cousin Carlis blog almost four years ago. I had started my own blog a year before that, but reading other peoples blogs was pretty new to me back t...
Twenty Five weeks ago we were sitting down watching the AFL grand final. Noah wasnt well and we were trying all that we could to keep him out of hospital, but as the day went on it was obvious that h...
About a month ago we got a letter in the mail from the Hawthorn Football Club inviting us to be VIP guests at their next training session at Aurora. Harri was so excited when I showed him and s...
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