today was okay...I had one meal it was egg whites and tomato and one avocado...after that i had couple of hours at home,cleaning and etc,so in the evening around 7 i went for a run,did the same dista...
mhm...well,every evening i go for a run,its been 4 days now,not a lot,but i ve always been very bad in running,so i do approximately 3miles and go home dizzy and nauseous... LOLWell,im trying to be f...
So im not really Carrie Bradshaw,and the things are quite obvious, Im 20 years old,very aware of my good and my bad sides,but i still dont know when will i get my BIG LOVE and the closet instead of r...
Ok,so I had to come back,cause after horrific weeks of eating and stuffing my face with nasty stuff I just know I have that amount of strength to do it again...Thats my life for you dear bloggerinas ...
Ok,weekend was horible and i dont even feel like writing about it...The thing is that we had this house party on saturday and u can imagine amounts of food an alcohol there,but its over now and im ag...
I woke up today so happy,I was staring at myself in the mirror, and reflection was so nice... :)I felt firmer somehow,and the thing is,since i started going to sunbeds i could actually notice some ni...
These working days are like breeze of fresh air...Its so overwhelming that i am actually hungry :)So let me tell you what happened in details :On sunday,I didnt really have anything to eat whole day,...
they made e eat sooo much i feel sick and wanna throw up,but food doesnt come out...just want to sit and cry..im in no condition to do anything :(((sorry im such a disappointment :((
Ok,I am going home in two weeks time...and my boyfriend didnt see me for three whole months...he is great and really happy with how i look,but i have a feeling he's been saying that just to make me h...
Its really good to be busy when you are anorexic...there is no time for food,and since your nervous system is so sensitive u r stressed all the time and dont really think about food :))Ok today was a...
ok, I finally had a good day...everything went as i planed :) i ve been expecting this feeling for such a long time and its here again...Let me tell you something about myself :I have a something wha...
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