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Starving Artist? More than they may think, One of Ana's Boys' Pro-Ana Blog
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One of Ana's Boys Pro-Ana blogging about his own on-going experiences with Anorexia, and what's going on, through, and around him.
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152

According to the morning weigh in, I am at 152 today. So down 14 Lb from the start. Yesterday for some reason I just felt so... lonely. Out of nowhere, no friends over, nobody around, nothing to do.....

30 jan 12

Plans

Im once again amused by the fact that even when I plan things it tends to not follow through in a better way. Case in point: today I planned on eating 3 yogurts at 100 cal each, but wound up eating o...

30 jan 12

153

This mornings weigh in showed 153. Due to this I let myself have a slice of pizza and a regular soda. Great thing was with chewing 42 times for each bite and drinking after each I was very full from ...

29 jan 12

Another day

Another 0 cals. Once again tempted by friends and food. This time friends at my place and pizza was ordered. Smelled great, looked horrifying. I came close to giving in, but I was able to persevere t...

28 jan 12

0 cal

Had a great day. 0 cal though it was close at the end. Wound up going to a diner with some friends, but thankfully I was able to get away with just two cups of coffee. Love the taste of nothing more ...

27 jan 12

Failure

Today was a failure. Not too bad at first but I have a problem of avalanching. So addressing some chicken nuggets earlier, I just had a bagel with cream cheese. I used to be so good at saying no, I n...

24 jan 12

Fucked up

So Friday and Saturday were complete failures. I binged. Three slices of pizza, a cheeseburger, and a bagels with cream cheese. Now Im back up to 159. I hated myself for it. But I wont let that stop ...

22 jan 12

Day 5

So because of my fuck up yesterday, Ive maintained my weight, no loss no gain. To make up for it I got two cases of diet soda for tasty drinks and 5 100 cal yogurts.So far today:2 cans of Pepsi max 0...

19 jan 12

Day 4s end

Good then bad today. The good was having one can of soda for most of today. The bad was dinner with friends, burritos. Now it was a vegan burrito (tofu, pea pods, carrots, and rice) bit I dont know t...

19 jan 12

Day 4

So I wake up today, stomache still hurting. Onto the scale I tread and behold... the same weight I had yesterday. 159 still, seriously?! Come on body, we need to be on the same page here. We need to ...

18 jan 12

Day 3

At my morning weigh in I was at 159, down by 1. Which is good, at least it was some down and not up. Ive been feeling the delicious pain I love all day.Todays count:1 can of soda 1705 chicken nuggets...

18 jan 12

Next Day

So currently Im at 160 lb, so 4 lb gone. So far today its been 1 can of soda (170 cal), 1 Diet Amp (10 cal), 1 Nutrigrain bar (140 cal) bringing the total to 320. Im not proud of this, and now W want...

17 jan 12

Back again, and a good start

Happy new year everyone. Im back this time for keeps. I need to post it all good and bad, success and failure, UPS and downs. So I may as well start with the big failure. Current weight 164.Yep you r...

16 jan 12

Scared

So Im sitting outside of a restaurant where I just had dinner. Im drunk and just ate, and I want to throw up so bad. But deep inside I know that if I start purging I wont be able to stop. Itll become...

30 jul 11

Lost more

So according to the scale today I have lost a total of 7 lb. Is that a lot? For some reason it seems absurd to have lost 7 in two days... Maybe my mind is screwy?So never the less I will continue on ...

28 apr 11

Next day

So I apparently lost 2lb yesterday, and yet Im back into the mindset of "its only 2 lb thats not enough it needs to be more."Which, of course, is great as long as that is going Ill keep losin...

27 apr 11

Back again, lets make it last

I return again... again. So far today Ive had 6 pieces of sugarless gum, 1 diet Mnt Dew, and lots of water. I desperately need to drop the weight. Ive been feeling disgusting and awful. As if I hated...

27 apr 11

FWA day 3

Last two days of Kekwick were successful. Ill have some left over macadamia nuts after today so I think I might continue it tomorrow as well, tho I think I may just go to restricting instead. Veggie ...

02 mar 11

FWA day 2

OK so im on the second day of kekwick in prep for FWA. So far so good, no deviation nothing but kekwick and diet green tea or diet energy drinks. Im hoping the diet drinks dont screw up my diet at al...

02 mar 11

FWA

Stress. That seems to be the key for me the most. Im currently working on coloring a comic due out by March 10th. Add on to that I have no money but need to spend an additional 364 to finish up licen...

01 mar 11

Moved in

So I moved in with W now. Im in a better place now, love him so much. Now I just need to drop the weight off. Thankfully I work a pot and there is a high supply of veggie burgers here so I can switch...

10 jan 11

Hard to start

So I did pretty well today until I got home, then I got stuck with dinner with my roommate J and D. I had a sandwich. Though I felt the effects of it right away, and it just felt awful, so my current...

06 nov 10

Terrible

Well things are going great and awful at the same time, which is the norm now for me. On the plus side Im happily with W, have a well paying job, and Im about to move in with W, and Im about to have ...

05 nov 10

Staying on track

Slow posting I know but with working 49 hours a week its hard to get to the computron. Im staying nice and on track: coffee cigarettes and diet soda. W enjoys my feminine frame so thats good, but I s...

27 sep 10

Boyfriend

So now W and I are officially together. Something I have wanted for a long time... Now to figure out a way to keep losing weight while trying to maintain libido, and I have no idea how. If anyone has...

19 sep 10

Motivated

I just put down $100 toward my next car (1971 Datsun 240Z). I mention this to illustrate what I want I go and get no matter what I need to do for it. Now I have to make the sales, gotta be perfect no...

13 sep 10

Working for the darkside

Sorry I havent been posting I just got a position in car sales and Ive just been real busy most of the time. But worry not for Im back to blogspace.I was finally able to get back into a high pay posi...

03 sep 10

Party

So after last nights bit of food the scales claimed I had gone up to 129 lb. I freaked, I couldnt believe it would happen so quick. I look at the scales today, 126. Nice change but still odd.Today I ...

07 aug 10

subway and brinner

Last night was brinner, breakfast for dinner... I couldnt escape. Eggs, potatoes, toast, and even bacon. I had to eat so much. I did afterwards go hardcore biking for 2 hours straight and then go on ...

06 aug 10

Secrets and Lies

Heres another fun part of ED... you dont get to be honest anymore. Not allowed, forbidden. Hope you didnt enjoy being an honset person, because those days are now gone. Vanished, much like anything o...

04 aug 10

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