At exactly 2pm today, I begun planning for my funeral. I laid in bed thinking of what color casket would be nice. I settled on a nice dark brown mahogany casket or one in matte black. The lining woul...
Now breathe.
i dont know what you think it means to be proud of someone. when you brag about whatever achievements i may have had, i feel good but this isnt what i want. i get what you want for me. you want me to...
im certain ive lost all sense of day and time. my mornings and evenings all flow into one blurry memory. im swimming in thoughts, i keep getting dragged under. i emerge from sleep weary and even more...
i get it now, i finally understand why. ive grown weak and tired of fighting for what it is that i want. so tired of having to explain all the time, having to listen to your reasons--- rejections. i ...
photo of me (reading something i cant really remember what) by a friend (brian carino, youdaman!)Im working on a new project. A webzine, basically. Ive got everything worked out in my head and there ...
3 Things. 1. I grabbed this book and paid for it at random because look at that cover. How can you not get it? Then I began reading it and knew that the dollar it cost me was money well-spent. 2. Sob...
Hello, I would like to talk to you about strangers.Hopefully you wont find it weird when I tell you that I tend to develop a kind of infatuation with people I havent met.Sometimes, its the idea that ...
Ive started a PHOTO DIARY for when I have no words.http://iennevalentine.tu mblr.com/
good days, bad days. we all have them. today was somewhere in between. i cleaned my closet, gave away fancy clothes that were given to me or that i bought but never really wore. the thing with having...
“That was the strange thing, that one did not know where one was going, or what one wanted, and followed blindly, suffering so much in secret, always unprepared and amazed and knowing nothing; but on...
Its March. A few of the things that have been in my thoughts.
my hair has got a mind of its own. a kind of overgrown forest, tangled and unfathomable. i loved it that way, most of the time. having long hair has always been a dream of mine. but on and on, the di...
To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gen...
DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT BY DYLAN THOMAS.DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT,OLD AGE SHOULD BURN AND RAGE AT CLOSE OF DAY;RAGE, RAGE AGAINST THE DYING OF THE LIGHT.THOUGH WISE MEN...
Whats have I gots in my pocketses? Dried flowers. Thats what. Also, a pendant given by my grandmum and further proof that my mums cat dislikes me.
Future home planning because dreaming/imagining costs nothing.
She used to place her pretty arms about my neck, draw me to her, and laying her cheek to mine, murmur with her lips near my ear, “Dearest, your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I o...
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It wasnt long ago when I first heard about Bob Dylan. No more than 5 years ago to be specific. I wasnt one of those kids that were raised listening to his music. My dad was more into Led Zeppelin and...
And here you see me swallowing myself.Great.A good 10 minutes ago, I had this fantastic idea for a post. Something about finding faith and the importance of learning continuously. Then I had to go to...
The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them — words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no mor...
Monday afternoon thoughts on death and the afterlife.Today, I went to visit my grandpa. A columbary, no more than 15 minutes away from where I live. The sun was at its highest and I could feel the he...
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