“I wasn’t born this way. One creates oneself. I believe whatever I dream. Whatever I dream, I want to do.” - (Ladies and gentlemen, Miss) Grace Jones. Filed under: qotd
Last night I could not sleep well. Waking up every couple of hours, I was not fully conscious, not fully asleep. I had a few things in mind, and one particular thought constantly tormented me. I thou...
“I learned early that crying out in protest could accomplish things. My older brothers and sister had started to school when, sometimes, they would come in and ask for a buttered biscuit or something...
I like to think I’m indifferent, yet we’re not that different. You like to mock those that you hate, I like to keep them in my head. All those heads that I hate in my head, I can no longe...
I tremble in the face of uncertainty. No, I tremble in the face of the inescapable certainty that is to come. It is futile to fear death, to even think about fearing death, for when it comes, no mind...
If death means ceasing to be, if death means nonexistence, nothingness, which would be more true: Is life meaningful, because we go through it only once or is life meaningless, because it leads to no...
Once, during a past relationship, a conflict sparked one night. He said I was too clingy, too demanding as if I could never get enough of anything. (Of course I did get more than enough to make me wa...
“Do you believe that there’s this one special person for you, you know, like in How I Met Your Mother?” A dear friend of mine asked this question today. I instantly felt a mental sm...
Al Green – Let’s Stay Together (mp3) I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of this song. Al Green before his then-girlfriend committed suicide and, seeing the incident as a wake u...
“Do you smoke? If you want to be a good photographer, if you want to be, let’s say, a good lawyer, if you want to be really good at anything, you have to be addicted to what you do. I am addict...
“…and man is nothing else but a construction of his – limited, underdeveloped, and definitively stupid – imagination of himself in its relation to universe.” (Feb. 12, 2009) - Dedy Nur Hidayat....
“Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” or “Out of sight, out of mind.” ? Filed under: la vida loca, love, question mark
Above every snob, there is another snob. Be it for morals, musical elitism, intelligence or grammar, you can always see the signs and patterns. Heads held up high, mocking eyes, twisted smirks. Crypt...
“We can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come.” - Milan Kundera in “The Unbearable Lightn...
Q:how dirty can a girl be? A: however dirty she wants? Q: exactly Q: lo memang teman yg selalu mengharukan A: it’s not even a proper question :’) Filed under: la vida loca, qotd, question...
“Labels are for cans of tuna, not people.” - Liz Cruz apparently says in Nip/Tuck, which I don’t watch, or maybe I don’t watch yet. I don’t know, it seems too over the top, too camp...
Photo credit: Inakira A thought passed in my mind as I headed to another bar last night, as a friend was also planning to go to another, as the boyfriend in Cambodia was probably also heading to anot...
I was recently involved in a heated conversation about how people go between relationships. Some people do the monkey swing, hands never empty, one branch to another. Some people only handle one at a...
Róisín Murphy – Let Me Know (mp3) My favourite ringtone lately :) I turn the other way I’ll never turn you down You turn me on Don’t speak out every meaning I don’t belong to ...
A friend just brought attention to a fact that I’ve been fully aware of for a while already. As far as my writing shows, I’m getting softer and softer, cheesy, mushy, weak like the pushov...
Do cynics really disbelieve in love and compatibility or are they just too afraid, too weary to dream, to expect? Filed under: love, question mark
Coming by surprise, through intricate disguise, like the sweet creamy taste of Estonian liqueur you can’t get off your lips and before you know it you can’t stop that huge stupid fucking ...
The best audience are loved ones who are not there. You can lament all your heart’s troubles, and their absence is the only reason why they’re not listening. Filed under: la vida loca
“Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.” - Henry David Thoreau, as quoted by Christopher McCandless of Into the Wild fame. Filed under: la vida loca, qotd
What I fear is for you to crack all my shells and find, beneath it all, not even a pile of insecurities. Rather, a hollow void, a lack of security. Filed under: love, mind games
I want to keep the red on my lips, the blush on my cheeks, the mess of my hair, as mere, humble recollections of what I can’t put into words. Filed under: love
To put it in a simple, harsh way: relationships are about simple economics. Cost and benefit, take and give. Giveth, and thou shalt receive. No? Then stop giving. Unless you’re doing charity. F...
Falling in love is easy. Maintaining it is hard. Falling in love is effortless. Having a relationship is not. Why shouldn’t it be, when it’s worth every second? Filed under: love, questio...
Grace Jones – Pull Up to the Bumper (Larry Levan Garage Mix) (mp3) Grace Jones is fucking insane, unreal. Fierce. Driving down those city streets, Waiting to get down, Won’t you get your ...
Allow me to be a giddy little geeky fangirl for a minute. The newest version of WordPress for Blackberry kicks major ass. I love it like pubescent junior high kids near my house love Slurpee. ♥ Filed...
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