I dont know if Im jealous or what. Fact is, youre both probably the closest two people to me, and obviously Id want you to get on so that in the future we could all hang out and itd be cool. But ther...
as basic goals for this year/near future in general.Clear skinGet a job.Get nose piercedDip-dye my hair, possibly get my fringe cut back inTone upComplete college work and get into next yearSee frien...
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I am going to get up around 10/11am, have a bath, get dressed. Then around 12 mums gonna help me dye my hair (am actually dying it the colour it is naturally, but the other month I permanently dyed i...
So on Thursday Erica reappeared, going on about how her and Shedd have still been seeing eachother, but 2 weeks ago she told him she couldnt see him anymore as he wasnt good for her. And how the last...
I have nothing, if not too much to say. There is so much going on in my head, yet none of it makes it to my lips, or to the people who should probably hear it. I feel so lost sometimes, in my own emo...
Woke up to a text with this picture in it. Theyve got loads of snow in Leeds at the moment, whereas here in London the most we have is a bit of frost and just freezing temperatures.But yeah, I love m...
So on the 29th of December Im getting the train from Kings Cross to Leeds. Then on the 2nd of January Shedds driving me back home late, chilling for a bit at mine, then driving back to Leeds. I canno...
Im most probably thinking about the last night you were here. Youd already driven off into the night, heading back to Leeds, and wed already said our long goodbyes. Then, sitting on my bed in my big ...
Got a call home from college on friday. Ive been put on "Stage One" warning, apparently, because Ive had too much time off and my lack of work. But, ironically, Ive only been off because Iv...
Ill begin with the bad news. My granny died :( She was only diagnosed with lung cancer the other week, and I mean they told us it would only be weeks til the end as it was really advanced and had spr...
One of those dreams where it feels so real, that when you wake up it doesnt sink in that it wasnt for quite a while. Basically in the dream Shedd and Erica were talking again and getting all chummy. ...
I cant sleep again.So hungry right now oh my god. When they say a side-effect of going on The Pill is weight-gain, I didnt realise it was because it made you think about food ALL the fucking time. I ...
Look like Im about to cry in the bottom one lmao. Im not, that day was actually an alright one.Im so tired. bone tired, not just I need more sleep tired.I just want things to pick up again. I want th...
My hair is so shitty. Like, Ill wash it, dry it straightish, straighten the end half of it, then damp the ends so they go wavy/curly. And itll be all great and nice and how I want. Then in the mornin...
I dont know how I feel anymore. About certain people in my life. Theres you who I have so much resentment for, and who I really just cannot be bothered with anymore - yet at the same time I want you ...
So when things finally start to sort themselves out with Shedd, and were finally officially in a relationship and not just a thing anymore, everything else goes tits up. I have been so undescribably ...
Just had the most amazing weekend. Really cannot describe how happy I am at the moment. Me and Shedd are now officially boyfriend and girlfriend. He finally manned up and asked me out last night, aft...
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal. Red light, cant stop, so I spin the wheel. My world goes black, before I feel an angel lift me up; And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white. Th...
Im a whole bunch of emotions at the moment, have been over past few days. But I think the overall, strongest emotion, is that Im happy. Things have kind of been up and down. Havent heard from a lot o...
I love a guy, who says hes in love with me. That should be enough, right? Im seeing him in two weeks. He was telling me how hes going to put forth the code while hes down. That is a reference to a co...
So Im turning 18 on the 12th. Legally becoming an adult. And up until now, Ive been terrified of growing up. Ive been scared shitless. I like having no responsibilities, having the excuse of being yo...
Excuse the blatent pouting on my part - wearing lipstick just makes me pout and pose more than I already do without it in pictures. This entire summer, I have basically turned nocturnal. 6am is the e...
In the bathroom at Tommy Flynns, in Camden. Im the stripey one. Its a really well known pub. People like Blondie and The Sex Pistols have played gigs there in the past. This time we were there for ou...
So.. me and Shedd are definately back on now. Spent two nights round Heathers, sat outside in her garden smoking roll-ups and talking everything through, all the pros and cons and all the arguments f...
Im still debating it back and forth in my mind though, to the point where Im not even sure what it is Im debating anymore. Me and Shedd are now friends on facebook again. I know, big deal right. Im r...
His health has taken a turn for the worse. He has something wrong with him, I think its called PV? its to do with his blood or something. But basically at the moment hes on the strongest, last option...
Shedd is due to come down, as hes racing his car on a track thats only half an hour out of London. He wants us to meet so we can talk and just generally see eachother. Hes still insisting that hes in...
Heather and me Sammy, Jessica, Tara, Julia, Heather, Kimren, Priyanka, Kate and me Priyanka and me Pri, Heather and me Fml for being so tall, ahah. It was my bestfriend Heathers 17th on the 2nd of Au...
I dont think you realise how much frustration I have building up. Perilously close to just giving up. But I know soon as I make up my mind to not give a fuck, something will happen to make me care ag...
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