Lucy Bannister

Sunday Blues

This afternoon has been a miserable one, lots of things on my mind and an overwhelming feeling of sadness and fear.....This week is a busy one, lots of fun and positive things but with this brings mixed emotions! Tomorrow is officially my last day of university as a student midwife (technically it isn't as I haven't managed to do my last placement and finish the degree) but it's my year groups last day... I have made so many special friendships and shared an experience with S14 that nobody else will understand... excuse the utter ? but this has bonded us tomorrow is going to be very emotional I'm sure for all of us.... but particularly for me it's bittersweet....I've also got my CT scan on Thursday, it's a baseline scan to see what's going on inside there before my chemotherapy starts next weeks, then in 12 weeks time they will use this scan to assess the effectiveness of my treatment... feeling particularly anxious and it seems every little ache or pain means it's growing and spreading..... need my brain to switch off! On the lovely side I'm off away again tomorrow afternoon to whitstable for a few nights, quality time with my mum, sister and niece Florence.... I cannot wait! Fish and chips on the beach and early morning cuddles in bed! Then on Saturday my lovely friends Shainey and Tom are getting married and I am BRIDESMAID!! This is very very exciting and I can't believe how quickly it's come round...... I cannot wait to spend their special day with them!!!

PS wanted to share these photos as they sum up exactly how I've felt today.... ? tomorrow is however a new day ??


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