Sunday Confessional: doubt
Confession: I was doubtful I’d lose today
I was surprised to know I did.
Why is it that we allow doubt to creep into our thinking? Why is it so easy to skip past confidence and right into doubt?
I think that we don’t give our confidence enough credit. I have moments of confidence, like when I avoid the vending machine or do all the jump kicks in track 2 of Combat. The problem is consistency, I can’t seem to make it stick around.
My current plantar fasciitis is driving me nuts. I thought it would be gone by now and it’s not. Doubt creeps in that it may never go away. I’m doing all the things I need to be but still doubt lingers.
I’m almost half way to my 52 week goal but doubt creeps in. Will I ever get it? My heart wants to say yes but doubt lives your mind.
The more I push myself in every part of this journey I can only hope that my confidence will grow and working the muscle more and more consistency will come.